we didn’t get just one, we got two! brothers! man, i knew that i missed having a kitty around, but i could never have believed how fantastic it really is! man, cats are awesome!
jessidd0513's Life List
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1. be a good wife
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2. be faithful
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3. get off the medication
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4. be a good mother
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5. overcome my PTSD
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6. Give blood regularly
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7. be healthy and happy
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8. have my hair short again
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9. bring my daughter to the fullness of her potential as a happy, strong and intelligent woman.
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10. find a job I love
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11. learn to be comfortable outside of my home.
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12. lose 30 pounds and keep it off
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13. move beyond my past
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14. get in shape
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15. get my tattoo
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16. be a good friend
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17. have another baby
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18. be more involved with my faith
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19. be stable and secure
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20. finish
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21. finish my latchhook project
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22. truly accept myself
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23. get my citizenship
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I’ve been put to the test, been tempted and resisted not with just one but two different men. This is something I’ll never check off as being ‘done’ ... at least not while my husband is still alive … as it is a decision I must make and then stick to every day.
Nevertheless, I’m proud of myself for being loyal and faithful and resisting my temptations.
For my whole life I’ve been very uncomfortable out of my home, it takes a lot of energy to put up all those walls and protections. Now that I have my daughter with me I need to go out with her so many days that is possible for her own good. I need to be ok with this, and to be ok with meeting new children and their parents, meeting strangers every day without it draining me and making me unhappy.
