and in shape!
im not fat
im actually hardly over 100 pounds
yet i still dont like my body?
every morning i wake up and look in the mirror, and after sucking in my cheeks and looking at my profile im quite content with how i look and make a promise to keep myself looking that way
however the second i walk out the door i dont feel as confident and happy with myself
i have some very skinny friends
and im sure they envy me in some way
but i just dont understand how i can feel belittled by everyone without even being able to see the distinct comparison between me vs. world
its not like we’re always looking in a mirror
thats why ive come to the conclusion that in the morning i actually dont have real confidence
more like “this will do”
so when i finally step out into the world
what i think about myself is crushed instantly
this will pass
but a faster metabolism would sure help