well it wasn’t Synthian Sharp; but i guess he helped. I was talking to K8 a lot on our trip to King’s Canyon. And i’ve been wanting to kind of give my life a makeover. The Santa Barbara thing has been one thing, but i was really running from myself. And so the question i had was where do i find me. I’ve been getting into political documentaries, and i’ve always read books about the politics of things … and now the cross over was starting to take place. After reading books on the war, on “blowback” and on foreign relations, I read a book called Rising Powers, Shrinking Planet. GREAT book! A little wordy, but excellent material. That kind of started the sway. Then there was The Al Gore documentary, the 11th hour with Leonardo Dicaprio, the Corporation. I kept getting documentaries. I would follow up with trips to the library, or checking out the info on the internet.
This became this project of mine. I called it FAMILIARIZING myself with what’s going on in the world … but it was obvious that i was taking notice in something. I sent my father the 11th Hour, and he asked me if i was on to the next revolution … and i smiled. That’s when it hit me. I was onto the next revolution. I wanted to DO something the same way that Josh wanted to do something … the same way that you wanna DO something, the same way that i think everybody really wants to do something, and can’t find a voice for it.
My family has always been big on recycling. And i have had this battle for my license for so long, i kind of just gave up on it. heh. I’ve been green on accident (at least as far as the biking goes). I started Sabotaging my license. I’ve been making serious cash up here in Santa Barbara, and i should have could have – why didn’t i pay off my license and getta car? I didn’t know until recently – it’s because i didn’t want to.
Hell, most of my life i’ve been without a car. I’ve only had a car for maybe two solid years out of my 31 year lifetime. And now it was obvious that the planet is in peril (another documentary by Anderson Cooper). I was reading about the way that America treated other countries in these political books about blow back, and IMPERIALISM, and then i was watching it playing out on the television (well via dvd – thank God for Netflix).
And then there was King’s Canyon. There was something in the water, and i didn’t find out until after i was drinking gallons of it. So i just kept drinking it. And i got into an argument with a vegan about the environment. And that’s when i realized. I’m just a big fat loser with no real conviction. I realized that i talk a lot of shit, and i never do anything about it but whine.
Jennee ELF started telling me a story about how Aedan was allergic to corn, and she couldn’t find anything in a regular supermarket that didn’t have corn syrup in it. We had debates of the Addiction to corn that Americans have, and … on and on and on. It was like an intervention, and i was the only one that felt like it was like an intervention. Which was either slick timing from my friends, or their voices really just started taking root.
Something K8 had recommended OMNIVORE’s DILEMA by Michael Pollan – i had been listening to a Podcast, with this guy’s lectures in it called: the Ethics of Eating. That’s when it hit me. Michael Pollan was the one that sealed it. He made too much sense; & it all started coming together.
So i’m not swearing off meat forever. just for a year. See how it goes. And i’m trying my hardest to stay off of sugar and corn syrup too. I’ve bought Stevia and Agave Nectar.




