i have broken up with my boyfriend of 2 years.. and it is about time. our relationship has hurt us both emotionally, made us broken inside to the point where we dont care that the other person is crying uncontrollably or is deeply hurt. we have turned bitter and selfish.. and i have been fixated on this idea that we can eventually make it. the optimism dies away albeit right now, i feel like sometimes i could go back to him and we’d try even better now that we know what it’s like to be separated.. but i have to move on. i have to become a better person and i realize now i don’t need another person to do that.
Aug 04, 2007, 08:22PM PDT | 0 comments
my boobs are growing!! yayy.. milk and other protein definitely helps
Aug 04, 2007, 08:19PM PDT | 0 comments
i kicked my appetite by gradually increasing my caloric and protein intake. i’ve even went so far as to buy protein bars and consume one daily with my meals. so far i’ve been eating a lot more for a week and i’ve seen results already in that my thighs, chest, stomach are getting slightly bigger! i feel slow now lol because i dont exercise as much as i eat now, but my self-confidence has grown and i feel like i can maintain this routine for a long period of time. but yea everyday it’s been milk, rice (i’m asian i eat this everyday), meat, bread, a protein bar, a bit of exercise, in any combination. it’s not as bad as it sounds: just eat the foods you love but more, eat healthily, and exercise by hanging out with friends, swimming walking around the mall going to the beach etc.
Aug 04, 2007, 08:18PM PDT | 0 comments
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