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This made me laugh. I’ve always wanted to become a cat lady. That sounds SO FUN!! The ironic thing is that I hate cats. But wouldn’t it be cool!!?

So my friend that I’d been talking about… yea, we’re going out now!! lol

This is proving to be very difficult! I’m just a naturally quiet person so I can’t really approach people.

I’ve even waken up twice before my alarm clock goes off in the last week! I’m satisfied!

ok I apologized. I really didn’t want to but I was sick of getting the daily messages, so I did it anyway. lol

ok so I got all the kids at school to call me jj last week. So I’ll say I’ve done this.

I’ve been trying to do this for a long time. I’m very relegious so its kind of a thing that makes me feel more “Godly”. But it’s hard to accept people who are or have been on drugs, or are killing themselves, or steal ect. I’m working on it.

So today my friend (the one who likes me but I don’t like), told me that he thought I was beautiful, so I was freaking out and I told him that I didn’t really like him like that. Well then he told me that I cut him off and he was going to say that I was beautiful but he dosen’t love me like that anymore. He claims to have realized that he loves me like a sister and not a girlfriend! I was SSOO RELIEVED!!

so this thing said “This entry needs to have some content in the body.” so here it is! l0l

I said yes to my best friend today. I guess if I don’t love him now I’ll have to learn fast. He’s a really great guy, and I couldn’t find it within myself to hurt him like that.

Yup it hasn’t happened yet. I’m not that old yet. My last boyfriend asked me if he could kiss me and I said no and broke up with him.

oh my! I’ve sunken so low as to complain about complaining!!

My grandmother lives on a farm with horses. I used to ride all the time… it was an obsession of mine. One day I got bucked off and I”ve been afraid of horses ever since. I want to get over it and ride one again!!

I’ve only cussed at one person in my life. I feel really bad but I’ve never had the guts to apologize to him. He kinda deserved it! l0l

my best friend of five years recently asked me out and I didn’t answer because I couldn’t say no. But I don’t love him. That’s why one of my goals is “teach myself to love him.”

My grandfather was from Germany. He used to say it was an amazing place. He always wanted to go back before he died, but didn’t get a chance because he died tragically. I want to go for him, to complete his life for him. I feel like that will give his life some closure.

I freak out all the time because I can’t forget all the things that have happened to me before. This may be a step twoards reaching another goal I have… “calm down!”

I love hockey, and I can play street and floor hockey relatively well, but I can’t play ice hockey because.. well you’re on ice you have to skate.

I’ve messed up so many times. This one will be good for me.

half the time I just do what feels right. I don’t think about the consequences. I’ve never sone anything really bad, but I’ve said some pretty stupid stuff.