finally with the 100 degree heat wave mellowing,
i feel motivated to be on my bike,
yesterday i noticed red leaves on the oak scrub
in the canyon, fall weather arriving,
yes, fall training can be the best!
xojk
xojk
$$$12,500,
where is my PQ sugar daddy, did it really go
up 4500?,
HUM?
committed but not attached to how my PQ 08 experience, is going to look…
xojk
This is an Abundance Group requested quote, being sent to you, since we are all heavily engaged in the power of conversation. I am sending this so that you too can be influenced by what we are rediscovering and creating into our lives. Love, jennk
Words do not label things already there. Words are like the knife of a carver: They free the idea, the thing, from the general formlessness of the outside. As a man speaks, not only is his language in a state of birth, but also the very thing about which he is talking. —Inuit Wisdom
From Chapter 10,
The Power of Conversation
Lynne Twist’s Book ,The Soul of Money, reclaiming the Wealth of our Inner Resources
for what ever reason, i was just too scared,
and it was summer bliss, everyone jumped but me…
the light on the lake was perfect, the water was cold
and the height of the rock is just high enough to make it a mind
bender of a game. I loved it…
xojk
for Abundance group, we were on the go,
in the Tetons we were present to the strong male
energy of the climbing rangers, sweet men who set up your
tents for your midnight arrival, feeding us giggling girls
tomato, mozarella, balsamic vinagrette treats, and making sure coffee is hot in the morning. Receiving nurturing male energy all weekend was the best.
The girls returned to SLC healed and we want to go back!
xojk
Timpanogos trail run, the upper circue at Emerald Lake, a 3:30 pm thunderstorm rolled in and dropped bebe sized hail on myself and hilo monster girl dog. She looked up at me as if saying “mom what are we doing here? i don’t like these hurty things in my eyes.” I just found another gear and hustled my butt to the mtn hut, at 10, 500 ft elevation i can get tired fast. When i arrived, there were already 2 cute tele dudes with their girls and dogs, still i was soaked to the bone and had cool people to talk to while waiting out the storm, so it was all good. Usually Utah weather shifts in 10 minutes, an hour and half of hypothermia and dog wrangling, i was ready to get back down the mtn. I always forget how beautiful that mtn is. I can look across the area to Little Cottonwood Canyon, and see Mineral a Snowbird ski run and the drainage, that is a deep red and yellow and copper rolled into one.
Perspective, sometimes one needs snow in July to remember the other elements are at play in life…—oxjk
went with friends, on a whim, loved every minute of the concert!
sweetdurangoman planted a full head grabbing kiss on me
still I only could think of the mind blowing kiss of GAC SMJ…
bitter sweet… xojk
today i read “my bliss” on someone’s license plates, i smiled,
the idea of being in BLISS …
is just too much fun…xojk
money, is occuring differently for me. Easy and receiving which i find it coming to me has shifted,
I found 27.oo in a pocket of my commuter bag, and also
90 dollars, from my REI dividend that i was not aware of, all
flowing towards me to use wisely and with freedom…
the game of more cush’n for d’ push’n has me, creating with
money from a place of inspiration, and not desperation…
love and light, x0jk
FORMAT TO CREATEGAMES THAT SPUR CHANGE, TRANSFORM, ROCKETBOOST LIFE:
FIRST TITLE YOUR GAME: have the area be defined, create the possibilities around the game, really define the outcomes that will dictate the results needed,conditions of satisfaction to track the progress, declare coaches and be in communication around the games.
My Game Name: More cush’n 4 d’push’n
AREA to CHANGE: Personal Finances
POSSIBILITY of BEING: Vitality, happiness, generosity, playfullness, inspired savings, hustle, creative brillance,
super charged making a difference, beauty, adventure, freedom
OUTCOME: $3000.00 dollars in savings to be used in an emergency fund (i was coached that this should be the monies that would be used to keep you in your present lifestyle if you lost your job or were injured)
ACTIONS:
• set up the account so the transfer savings is happening
• create the budget so “what is so” is being tracked
• honor my word, promise, clean up, follow through
• two week action plans that are inspiring, results oriented and tracks the progress
• study money/finances
• acknowledge the money that i am creating and be wise with its use
AT STAKE: winning this game also has a bonus round, the inspired play has me also win with ease the generating of the Snowbird/Alta pass for the 07/08 ski season.
xojk
about the 2nd monday night meet up, i realized, i have not taken the time to just hang out and talk to grown ups, at their homes just for the hell of it, to stay up late and just talk. Probably since being really young in college, have i just chilled out to “be at someone’s house until wee hours of the night just to talk”. Usually in life, the meet up was around a PARTY, a BBQ, some outdoor activity. The meet ups on Monday nights tend to be filled with some food, but more of the focus is on the conversation, high level talk, about
creating an abundant life. What people are reading to stimulate the brain, the pocketbook, the love life.
So the games i have created around Abundance Group, helped me walk into my bosses office and declare August 15th as my last day at the Lab. And yes, its scarry, and people want to know about my “benefits”, and can’t believe that i am not going to keep working there, that i can “go back” if i want to. Stepping into the void has never felt so exhilarating and fearful in all my life.
xojk
she showed up in a hot pink t-shirt stretched across her brand new double D’s and it read, “i-pole”. The next question out of my friends mouth, (she will be called Dr. J-Derm), was “what’s the protocol for the care of the crotch hair?” I of course, stood close by to find out the answer, and listened intently to the shaving, laser, lotion debate that followed.
The bachlorette party was hilarious, as we stripped out of our linen afternoon party clothes, into the stripper clothes from party box and then preceded to learn to perform the “goddess”,
the “snail trail” and the “pussy wiggle”...
“Open pole” practice is SAT afternoon at 2, at the ARTS center. When I called SMJ GAC while he fought fire in Montana, and told him I wanted to practice at open pole…He told me “HE HAD AN OPEN POLE”... I squealed in newbie stripper shock to the comment… ;)
xojk
started the early morning interval run group,
hey, i have been instigating things lately…
what else can i instigate?
—xojk
being well versed in the ability to prescibe
for health and well being really
excites, me.
7 month long program at Kripalu, seems exciting,
xojk
The meet up got created on my bike ride into work a week earlier. I was at the stop light looked over and mtnman Jim was at the light in his SUV. I told him to raise his consciousness level and “RIDE a BIKE”
We started talking about the Sex and Intimacy seminar, and how I was so confronted I didn’t go the night before, he just laughed because he was in that confronted place and not present in his mental state to even listen to the sharing, from the week earlier.
We had both shifted out of the confronted space and into other ideas about how life could be in relationships if the b*llsh#t,
of our ego survival side was not at play.
I could see how I could be a lot more vulnerable, patient, loving, mellow,present to the other person and grateful. Shoot can’t remember what mtnmanj could see for himself, I will have to ask him. I think it was being complete around a relationship.
So the first night of generating abundance was about, inviting people to play, in the group. Setting up a schedule, but really
it was getting Present, for me at least, the Abundance in areas that can get created, like LOVE, POWER, RELATIONSHIP/DATING SCENE, FREEDOM TO BE, YES, CASH FLOW FOR MOI…TO BE GENEROUS WITH AND PLAYFUL. There are so many areas and really I have abundance in areas like friends, invitations to play, health, happy family relationships, spiritual peace, and happy sweet dog love…
We as a group also looked at how we “TRY” to life, the wishy washy ways are there or are occuring with the lack of 100% full on commitment that we as humans do not want to put into place.
So yeah, the things that are not happening with full on results, are really because “I am sickly TRYING” to accomplish. Pretty gross, when you think of the lack of power in trying, the language of it and the life that gets created from it, YUKKKKK.
Reading List: right now I am consuming The Dynamic Laws of Prosperity by Catherine Ponder. Brilliant, take the Secret and times it by 100 on the ideas, formulas, discussion, on how to MANIFEST, the higher good in your life. She wrote it in the late 1960’s and I am a sponge about her coaching.
Abundance homework for the up coming week will be, getting present to the “trying” in your life and creating games in areas you want to take on. I am all about the cash flow support that
will support me in my life to create some brilliant results in the area of buying a home and financial stability.
Love and Light,—xojenn
ok, after one boy told me, he would never
play pool with me again,
i went back to the table a few months later,
and played well, in Riggins, Idaho,
a full on, Western cowboy, rancher bar,
and beat GAC SMJ sweety, out right…
8 ball corner pocket…
—-xojk
hey, i have done my homework,
birth cert arrived and certified,
two really bad digital pix from walgreens
the driver LC,
the paper work from last year’s stolen Passport
get 97.00 dollahs together and
i am on my way to some places to surf, ski and Adv. Race…
heart,xojk
