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Have a great birthday this year
Ridiculous

I can’t even remember the last time I had a good birthday. Last year I was in the emergency room and got my appendix taken out. The year before that my little brother was getting married a week later and having the huge reception at the house. Before that I don’t remember specifics. I’ve tried to just forget, and apparently been a little successful. I deserve to have a good birthday. I don’t expect it to be great or wonderful, or even noteworthy. Just not bad would be a change I would enjoy. I’m not thinking positive or negative about it. I’m just going to wait and see. Anythings possible.



be happy with now, not keep planning to "be happy when..."
Good Time

I had a good time tonight. Had/hosted my first “dinner party”, as my mom kept insisting it was to be called. Everybody had a great time. The food turned out perfect. I looked fine as did my dwelling. Many laughs could be heard. One more step on my road to being adult-like. I am proud of myself for how nicely the evening turned out. Occasionally I can have a good time without having to make a constant mental/emotional effort. I fucking love it when that happens!



find someone who loves me as much as i love them (read all 2 entries…)
I'm Loved

I am very lucky to have many people in my life that love me as much as I love them. When I listed this goal I was thinking more specifically along the boyfriend or even husband line. I’m done searching for him. If it’s meant to be we will stumble upon each other somehow. I don’t want to spend my life searching. I have better things to do and am very blessed with my loved ones.



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