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My life can be so up and down in all reality I know that I have a good life but there is always that feeling that I can’t shake off part of it has to do with the fact that I am having problems remembering to take my antidepressants everyday however I don’t want to have to rely on medication for the rest of my life. I just want to be happy and i want to like myself but I just can’t seem to do it. I am trying to take my medecine every day now and i started going to counceling again so it has helped some I just wish I didn’t have to work so hard to be content with myself
jlynnjojo2006's Life List
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1. trust others
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2. Lose 30 pounds
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3. graduate from college
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4. smile everyday
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5. Pay it Forward
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6. stop procrastinating
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7. Kiss in the rain
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8. see all Johnny Depp Movies
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9. Start meditating
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10. Stress less
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11. start a scrapbook
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12. be more confident
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13. see Dane Cook live
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14. be truely happy
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15. Become a better clarinet player.
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Recent entries
I got a tattoo last night of stars (it has some meaning behind it) on my foot! It hurt like hell but I hear the foot hurts the worse so whatever anway I love it and will prob get another one!!!!
So I just can’t seem to pinpoint why I am dieing inside. Why do I hurt SO much? Why can’t I just move on? Why do I feel so lonely all the time? I have so many unanswered questions and yet all I can say is that I feel like iam dieing inside. It is so unnotticed by everyone around me and thats what makes things so much harder. Not one person I know has any idea I am hurting so badly. I often wonder how many people would really care and I mean REALLY care. I hurt so bad I feel so alone and I just dont know what to do with myself!!! I just want to be happy again and brush everything else aside!!!! well at least we can hope
