I'm doing 1 thing
Most of these things never come out on paper
These things stay in my head to never come out later
Some things are better just left unsaid
Like some days it would be easier if i were just dead
Everyday i wish i could start my life
Maybe one day have 3 kids and a wife
To have that one thing i wish i always had
Come home and see both mom and dad
It sucks growing up and being taunted
Surrounded by kids that get what they ever wanted
But you never know what you have until you have lost it
My dad was the world to me i wish he knew it
He had my heart not a lot…... every bit
At age 19 i have a lot to to still learn
But to get at the front of the boat one must start at the stern
There has been two wet cheeks as i was writing this
Now all i have left to do is keep my head high and make my dreams exists
Dad i wish you could read this i love you….
