joeyz4422

Well, i had no intention of reatemting this goal but i went out partyin friday and stay awake through the night and that seemed to be the toughest part. now saturday i was pretty good allday untill i took a shower and then i went out tryin to take my mind off acomplishing this but once again i have failed when i cam back home after the extreme boredoem i faced at my friends house, i layed down while watchin jackass a nodded off for an 3 hours and now im up and bored ever since 6:00 figure ill tryin to again starting today since im a little fadin off 3 hours of sleep in 2 days… i should be tripin after 3 days

“True Life : I go to Mall School” it will be amazing. im goin on to 11th grade in 6 days and before i graduate i will have this complete. the stories that i have now are so amazingly funny that this might make me some money

i want to do this cause i know to chance mine would be pointless

i know its a problem because i only write my entries at like 3:00 am and it sucks wakin up for school with 3 hours of sleep and ounce im up im up i cannot go back to bed so it makes it twice as bad then it is. this sucks i cant wait till i get my car

well one night i was watchiin a movie and twistin my hair around my finger and accidently riped a mad chunk out and after wearin hoodies like everyday the hair in the back of my head got all fucked up and i twisted it and after about a month of just fucking around with it it started to dread about a inche below my scalp like full dread and i got “white” hair so gettin that like without backcombing or that bullshit im felt pretty good but since then i hate to say i had to rip it out. i went throught a half a bottle of conditioner. only if it locked up from the scalp i would have keep that motherfucker i feel so lonely without it.

fuck this fuck it all to hell theres no way im ever going to keep it. how am i going to do this when i cant even feel a shred of happiness for myself for the simple things. i feel like shit all the time i barely ever feel anything. i feel dead inside cause i know that my life is meaningless and emotionless. the last time ive felt happiness was saturday.(its been many months since i have before) i was at a party and a person i know that i dont really talk to said 5 words. five words made me feel more than i have in months. see ive been tryin to grow my hair out and he had long hair and he recently cut his and then he said “more power to you man.”

once i get start playin again it will be sick

i could have been pissed about this one not getting done but as it turns out there not even playin here, they played in cali i couldnt even seen them if i wanted too since its like 1000000 miles away

Kotton mouth Kings live at Mr. Smalls March 31st. i want to see this show so bad but i dont know where mr. smalls is at, i dont know if i even have a ride, if im allowed in. but its 2mrw and i got to go

ive tried to skateboard before and i wasnt any good and ive allways thought longboarding was way cooler. just like cruisein whippin fat s-turns. but i dont got 150buck for a board.

got “the 5 people you meet in heaven” by mitch albom

im got my phsyical today and 2mrw im tryin to get my permit. My dad has a truck and a car. the truck is an auto but the car is a stick. its my dream car, 1970 454 corvette convertable it has a m-22 4 speed. i took it out once but it was in a parking lot(it wasnt too good). but hes never going to let me take it out alone so if theres any chance of gettin any from it im going to have to get one. yeah!

tomarrow im goin to see if i can get them. my uncle and aunt both cut hair and if they can do it ill be so crazy. prob fo free too but ill pay for them if i have too.

i can say ive done this only brcasue im young i guess. but im living as simple as i can get. my only possesion is a mirschaum pipe but it represents so much.

amazing. i ounce read you can hallucinate if you stay awake long enough.(3 Days)

the times i had. it started out with me and my boy and then we later recuited another good friend. it was crazy. good times and bad. We never covered songs, we made them up on our own and after we use to drink heniken and smoke phillies. actually we did that everyday but it was fun. we eventually broke up about acouple months ago. it sucked. it left me with memories good and bad, a huge scar, lost a friend, but a gained a friend drank some brew smoked my shit and had a blast.

As I look back on it, for me it wasnt too hard. The only reason it wasnt hard for me is because I wouldnt get hungry. Like i know i should be hungry but i wouldnt eat even after i was burnin’ just killin mad blunts. I think that could be a contributing factor but idk if you want to drop 10lbs. go smoke some blunts and if you get the muncies just smoke another blunt. If anyone is down for my theory try it and let me know

Fear and Loathing by Hunter S. Thompson finished, and now onto “Perfume” by Patrick Suskind.

im grabbin’ a stamp tomarrow fuck yeah.

im going to amsterdam is on my 18th birthday no matter what happens. Like i will be 18 and no one can tell me what to do. Once i get my money im just tellin everyone im going on a trip and just fucking leaveing.It will be extremely badass moving so far away and smokin’ the bombest ass tree there is. It will be an experience i will never forget and because im going to film my expediton in depth on everything i do from going to the cofeeshops, gettin trashed and visiting the van gogh museum, and droppin shooters of absinthe and i can’t forget the Heineken Experience.