johnsanders1215

I looked at other peoples “how i did it entries” and that helped me get ideas. I plan to have small achievable goals so that when conpleted it will boost my confidence. Today my goals are

1. go and record samples
2. go for a walk
3. practice guitar

Got me a nice new haircut, then went around to all the shops and gave about roughly 30 resumes to assorted businesses. At first I hated it, but the more you do it, the more confident you get.

So tomorrow, I have an interview with Katmandu, a clothing store for the outdoorsman, or woman.

I need to get my interview clothes ready, and read up on Katmandu.

Wish me luck, I NEED THIS JOB!!!!

Evil John blacks out, throws up, tells jokes at the expense of others, is real foul. Yet funny and fun to be around.

I’ll be 40 in Dec, I’m DONE drinking, ha ha. I hate the hangovers, I hate the embarrassment I put my wife through, it’s time to fix that.

It’s hard when you go to a pub/club though. Everyone’s wrecked or on the way to get wrecked but you. I figured it out. I won’t frequent these places anymore. Simple.

Went to a fancy dress party last weekend, tons of booze. I felt powerful for not drinking anything, and to keep myself occupied, I filmed others who were wasted, ha ha.

I woke up the next day feeling no hangover!! I think that’s the best part, aside from remembering the whole night.

I do miss beer, but that’s life, and life’s not easy.