jones34

i get hooked on certain books and read a ton. until i finish a book and it takes me months to pick up another one. this needs to end for alot of reasons.
strengthen vocabulary
free my mind
i actually like reading
better than watching tv

i dont know if i even believe in ‘the one’ but if there is one person out there for everyone, i fear he may have been it. people say time heals, they say if it’s meant to be it will be. i dont know why i had to go across the country for college. we dated for so long i lost more than a boyfriend, i lost my other half when we finally decided the distance was too hard. but was it really to hard, or did i just give up on him? either way, he can’t forgive me for breaking his heart. i guess that’s my signal. it’s time to let go.

my poetry used to help me so much with my feelings and expressing different emotions. i’ve been depressed since i was 15 and i always took advantage of my writing abilities. recently, things have been so busy and life has gotten so hectic that although i’ve been going through a very hard time, i haven’t been able to write at all. i would really like to start again to see if it can lift my spirits in the way it used to.