joyjam

I’ve always been fascinated with death.
First, as a teenager in the heavy metal scene, death seemed like the great equalizer. It was powerful, and attractive, and nobody was exempt from it.
As I matured and grew older, I began to look at it as a process.
I now see it as a portal, for which we must prepare ourselves.
I don’t think most people are prepared, because most people spend their lives in fear of that portal.
Death has taught me about fear. And fear is the idea that keeps most of us from living fulfilling lives.

I want to work with the death process and help people pass through, so that their time here wasn’t all for nothing.
If your life was unhappy, but in the end, you learn something amazing from it, or become enlightened somehow, I think it’s all worth it.

I want to recieve a million dollars so I can start a permaculture center in my area.
There is really nothing anywhrer near my location that addresses this very important practice.
If I could secure amillino dollars, I could pay my bills and buy property that I can live on and create a permaculture environment. I want to hold classes, grow food for the local community, and be a beacon of sanity.

I need a lot of land, because I would love to expand this into an a visual/performing/music arts center that is self-sustaining, hosting artists from around the world who would record in our studios and create visual and performing masterpieces while staying in a place the propels itself, and offers healthy food.
The goal is to unite individual creative processes with self-sustaining practices for the body, soul and mind, thus acknowledging the greater universal whole, and teaching individuals how to care for themselves on a personal, local, and global level.
And I want to LIVE IT!

So… hence the need for (at least) a million dollars.
I am resourceful.
I will make it happen, and the universe will suppport me.

I did this because I felt terrible, and wanted to detox my body.
While I was on it for ten days, I felt GREAT!!!!!

My sinus and digestive problems went away.
But they came back as soon as I stopped, and also, and I hadn’t lost ANY weight, with the Cleanse, either…
I thought about this.
Eating = Ouch. Fasting = OK.
I started to realize that most of the problems I was having were linked to the food I was eating, with all of the symptoms happening simultaneously!
Eureka!

I took careful note of what I was eating.
High-fructose corn syrup (especially!) and other sugars, wheat, some dairy,chocolate, coffee, etc. were making me spastic.
At Christmas I had a melt-down.
Since my doc only wanted to put me on meds that address the symptoms and not the cause, I started looking elsewhere.

I realized that at 35, I couldn’t suddenly be “allergic’ to all of these things at once. I overheard something at a health-food store tha made all the sense in the world, so I researched it.

It turns out that I have an over-abundance of yeast in my entire body – bloodstream, muscles, organs, everything!
The sugars, wheat, etc. feed the yeast, which in turn releases toxic by-products of metabolizing that stuff into my body, and causing all of my symptoms, which are MANY and sometimes very scary. (dizziness, vision problems, wrenching stomach pain, sinus hell, weight gain, etc.)
Many Americans have this issue without realizing it, becuase our diets are so laden with grains and starches. Even mine, and I’m vegetarian. I think that perhaps even some people who are “allergic” to gluten just need to cut back on yeast-feeding foods, perhaps.

I am now starting something called the Body Ecology Diet, to fix my issue. It looks fantastic, and I can’t wait to get better.

If I hadn’t have done the Master Cleanse, I NEVER would have had the 10-day break from “normal” eating that helped me figure out my true problem! (one even my doc couldn’t figure out after an MRI and a CT scan!)

What a wonderfully unexpected side effect.

Do the Master Cleanse to detox your body, and then LISTEN to your body. It might tell you more than you think it can.