Jillianne

Life is not wrapped in a bow, but it is still a gift.....



I'm doing 43 things
 

Jillianne's Life List

  1. 1. Start looking for a paid job, one that I will love and meet my needs
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    1 person
  2. 2. Be open and vulnerable in Trusting the universe...That means Letting Go, & knowing everything will be O.K.
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    2 people
  3. 3. Make a wish tie it to a balloon and let it go.
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    2 people
  4. 4. Admit what I really want.
    3 entries . 20 cheers
    38 people
  5. 5. To be a great friend, 1 to laugh with,1 to cry with 1 to just be with at anytime.
    2 entries . 29 cheers
    1 person
  6. 6. appreciate what others have done for me lately
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    2 people
  7. 7. Share goodwill in the world, like working in a 3rd world country, sponser a child.
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    1 person
  8. 8. Find something positive and beautiful from every single day & be very greatful for that experance.
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    1 person
  9. 9. Make a coffee table book, filled with loved ones and beautiful places.
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    1 person
  10. 10. Travel more, learn more of different lands & cultures..
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    1 person
  11. 11. Objectively communicate my needs to others even if I am afraid that it will rattle thier bones & make their hair curl.....
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    1 person
  12. 12. Always remember that a sharp tounge will cut your own throat..speek wisely even when your feathers have been ruffled.
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    2 people
  13. 13. Discover the magic within myself & others.
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    1 person
  14. 14. Lay my fears on the table so that they no longer have any power over my life.
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    1 person
  15. 15. Be rid of my self doubt once and for all......
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    1 person
  16. 16. Be more loving to myself; believe that I deserve it.
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    1 person
  17. 17. When I fall down I must remember to get up gracefully....because that is what counts....
    2 entries . 24 cheers
    1 person
  18. 18. Break down the barriers of fear so I can LOVE and be LOVED, be a part of genuine intimacy.....
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    1 person
  19. 19. Wear beautiful lingerie everyday
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    42 people
  20. 20. Be fearless when I am naked
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    5 people
  21. 21. Reclaim my spirit from each and every place I have ever left it
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    13 people
  22. 22. Simply be the best person I can be towards all other people,and things in life.
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    2 people
  23. 23. Welcome A Warm Man into my life & have him stay forever. A Sacred, Loving and Harmonious Relationship.
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    1 person
  24. 24. Help to create fewer hot heads and more warmer hearts in the world,
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    1 person
  25. 25. To make the time do more off the things I love to do in life
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    3 people
  26. 26. Buy a new fridge by the end of 2009.
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    1 person
  27. 27. Drop 43 coins in special places for people to find and feel lucky.
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    1 person
  28. 28. Live happy & enjoy the gifts of life.
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    1 person
  29. 29. Write poetry as it comes from within me and feel ok about it.
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    1 person
  30. 30. Donate something to a charity every month, either money, goods, cloths, books, toys even time ect.....
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    1 person
  31. 31. Love to see a birth (human)
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    1 person
  32. 32. Do something new every month for 2009
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    1 person
  33. 33. Start the day with the willingness to create a better world around me
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    2 people
  34. 34. Read and educate myself, learn, learn and learn
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    1 person
  35. 35. Always have something to look forward to
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    111 people
  36. 36. Pay off my two cradit cards.
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    1 person
  37. 37. Stick to and keep up with my health and fitness goals.
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    1 person
  38. 38. Let my Children Know that I love them just because they are are who they are and that is ok.
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    1 person
  39. 39. Write a book for children so they know about self love & esteem from an early age
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    1 person
  40. 40. Do a random acts of kindness for a strangers when I am out.
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    1 person
  41. 41. Create a will/ Write it....make it legal.
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    1 person
  42. 42. Remember to breath, and know life is a moment that creates constant change.....Flow with it....
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    1 person
  43. 43. Buy and sell property, have a property portfilo. renovate property.
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    2 people

How I did it
How to get myself organized to move on the 25th Sept 09
It took me
3 weeks
It made me
Ho hum....


How to potty train my daughter Indah
It took me
6 months
It made me
happy


How to get my palm read, or see a tarot reader.
It took me
1 month
It made me
Clarified


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Recent entries
Start looking for a paid job, one that I will love and meet my needs (read all 2 entries…)
Today I went to the job network for help, 23 hours ago

It was a one hour interwiew and it was so worth it even with having Indah in toe, she was very good.
Yes they will help get a resume sorted out for me and help me look for work, I have another appointment with them on the 20th of November were I will pick up my new resume and learn how to use their computers for job searching.
Ohhhh…..the right job is just around the corner I can feel it.



appreciate what others have done for me lately
The last few days I have been a little flat.... 2 days ago

and I would like to THANK all of the 43thingers that have supported, encouraged, shared wisdom and held out their heart to me.
I really do appreciate you all and all that you have given me.
It has helped and I am feeling stronger in knowing that all over the world there are beautiful inspiring and caring people.
Thank You for your kindness Love Jillianne xxx



When I fall down I must remember to get up gracefully....because that is what counts.... (read all 2 entries…)
Yesterday I fell.... 4 days ago

with Indahs Dad, It was him going off more than me, because I asked him for some finansual help, his reaction really showed me how low he is in life with his own self respect, and instead of me joining in on it all (like I normally would off) I walked away just feeling so sad and broken. “Numb” really to think that he has pushed so many people out of his life, such a precious little girl we have together, I know in my heart I will be and am her main carer and I love that and know she is better off, but it just hurts, right to the core that Indah and I will always come after his addictions. It has made me feel worthless, I cant stop crying, I just wanted to be a happy loving family.
I just have to let this out and go I know things will not change between us until I forgive him and me.
Time to really move on and learn the lesson….



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