I'm doing 19 things
I unexpectedly wound up with a roommate. He is my cousin, also my best friend. I was helping him get through a hard time. Now it’s been 6 months. I don’t want to start listing things that he dose that get under my skin. It’s really not important. I know there are things about me (and probably everyone) that would drive people crazy, especially if I was living in their home. Anyway, I need to be more focused on my self and not let things people do control how I feel. When someone says or dose something (even in my own home) that I find annoying I need to have the power to not let it get to me. I also need to constructively release all negative energy that results from me taking offence at other peoples actions, weather they are idiosyncrasies or major character defects. Nobodies perfect. But with patients, understanding and love we can all be ourselves and in doing so…….Be perfect. Grow Expand my consciousness. The awareness side. Love for all things.
jsunup's Life List
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1. get motivated
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2. stop being angry
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3. stop letting people annoy me
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4. ride my bike regularly
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5. Start going on my inversion table regularly
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6. lose weight
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7. clean house
62 people -
8. clean my room
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9. plant a garden
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10. learn to play guitar better
75 people -
11. become financially independent
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12. figure out what i want to do with my life
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13. change the world
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14. get organized
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15. be a better friend
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16. have fun
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17. travel the world
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18. meditate
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19. dance in the rain
2,339 people
How I did it: One thing at a time. I did not get overwhelmed by everything i needed to do. I just focused on one thing at a time.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Read how I did it…
Instead of writing this I’m going to take a bike ride. No kidding.
See ya later.
I let myself get used. I am now once again in a position where I’m helping other people achieve their goals while mine sit on the back burner. I have to remember this is nobodies fault but mine. The people I’m angry at probably wonder what’s wrong with me. I haven’t talked about how I feel. I’m angry at myself. I need to see some things through that I don’t feel like doing. I’m going too because I started it. It may take time. I must keep my dreams alive while helping my friends reach theirs. My dreams need attention. I need to reach a point where I come first. And I must feel positive about the love and strength I have to share with others in the meantime. I also Cannot let myself be pushed around I need to be able to calmly,intelligently and with passion explain how I feel.I need to stand my ground. I just want to re-channel this negativity. work write songs create LIVE MY LIFE LOVE MY LIFE not be angry. I also quit smoking about 40 some odd days ago and I’ve been a little pissed off ever since, but that’s to be expected.
