juanabanana

and im supposed to get married next month

do i do this. Im supposed to get married in a month with him. But I think we lost it a week ago. We live in different cities.

I can’t control my emotions. I thought my decision was good and now I’m starting to think it wasnt. I might not be as strong as I thought I was to take such a big step in my life. I know its not a crime to be scared, but this is the last opportunity I have to get things done with this person. Maybe I was in a rush, maybe he is too. We don´t understand each other and we thought we did. Being so far away makes things so hard, but it can also be definitive to see if your really capable of leaving everything behind for a new life beside someone else.