julia93

is pondering love/friendship gahh



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  1. 1. Fall in real love: ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't live without each other love.
    1,287 people
  2. 2. become a photographer
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  3. 3. learn to sing
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  4. 4. be more social
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  5. 5. make others happy
    137 people
  6. 6. feel beautiful
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  7. 7. practice piano daily
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  8. 8. take risks
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  9. 9. create a list of 100 must-read books and read them.
    991 people
  10. 10. To live instead of exist
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  11. 11. wake up early and enjoy my mornings
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  12. 12. learn how to debate
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  13. 13. organize my room
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  14. 14. know myself
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  15. 15. find someone who loves me as much as i love them
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  16. 16. Put a message in a bottle and throw it out to sea
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  17. 17. be financially independent
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  18. 18. improve my upper body strength
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  19. 19. go to Mexico
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  20. 20. change someone's life
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  21. 21. Take an improv class
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  22. 22. build a sandcastle
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  23. 23. allow myself to make mistakes
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  24. 24. Move to New York City
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  25. 25. exercise daily
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  26. 26. learn arabic
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  27. 27. get into the college of my dreams (and figure out what college this is)
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  28. 28. backpack through Europe
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  29. 29. become a psychologist
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  30. 30. Kiss in the rain
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  31. 31. start a photo journal - take at least a photo a day to represent my life
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  32. 32. jog regularly
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  33. 33. Learn to dance well
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  34. 34. Submit a postsecret
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  35. 35. listen to more music.
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  36. 36. identify 100 things that make me happy.
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  37. 37. write in wet cement
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  38. 38. take my camera with me wherever I go so I can get those photos that keep getting away
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  39. 39. improve my writing
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  40. 40. Take more pictures
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  41. 41. write a song
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find someone who loves me as much as i love them
my lifee, gahh, this is somewhat off topic, but hey 17 months ago

so im a student in high school and when i left middle school i was like thank god the childish relationships are over, but freshman year was still full of immature relationships and i got tired of it, but this summer i finally thought i might have found a group of friends that i had a lot of fun with and someone i might consider dating, but one of my friends that ive known for a while and im really close to seems to like them in a romantic sense and i keep telling myself that i dont like them like that, but i dont know and i cant tell my friend or things wont go well, so i want her to pick who she wants, but at the same time im kind of doing the same thing as her, gahh
im confused and i dont really know what to do about it
advice anyone?



see a play on Broadway (NY)
I SAW ONE!! 17 months ago

ahh
i used to make fun of broadway plays and all the musicals and such, but when i went to nyc to see thoroughly modern millie, i was amazed at the wonderful experience.
again when i visited london, i saw phantom of the opera and again, the musical was so great
it is definitely worth the money and is the best entertainment i’ve seen



improve my writing
newspaper 17 months ago

i applied for my schools newspaper
i was the editor in chief of my old schools newspaper
i didnt get in
one of my “friends” did
she is loud and its hard to tell if she is lying to me half the time
and she reminds me of not getting in everyday
my goal is to work as hard as i can this year on my writing so when i apply next year, she reads over my stuff and is throuroughly impressed



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