julie6683

I have been married twice,.. I know it’s bad.. but the first time was just stupidity, I was young and stupid. The 2nd time, I was forced to divorce, and I was massively deceived by my now 2nd ex Husband. I knew a little bit about the situation. But it turned out WAYYYYYY worse then I thought. I believed him because his family and friends all told me the same thing. So I presumed he wasn’t lying. Plus he didn’t seem like the type to do such a thing. And people are always wrongly accused. So I married him. But I understand I have been married twice. Which like I said is NOT good. But I want once more chance to have one everyone else has. I wanna someday be like
Yea my Husband and I have been married for 25 years” blah blah blah.. like everyone else.. So yea That’s on my goal list. I mean Like they says 3 Strikes your out.. right? lol.. I know horrible way to go about it or even say but still.. My parent’s have both been married twice. There 2nd marriage is to each other. They’ve been married for like 30? years now or something but anyways yea that’s it =)

I have been Having bad Issue’s With Jealousy with my Husband. I’m always asking Him who did he talk to, Who is on the phone. What did they want? Why he is going where ever he is going. Then if it involves going to certian person’s houses’s that I dont like I get upset. Here latley, I have pretty much been like OMG! I can’t believe that for the past 3 years of me doing this. My Husband has actually came down to asking me,... ASKING ME! If he can do this or do that or go here or go there. I love the fact that he is asking me if I mind, being respectful in a scence of maybe I have plans that conflict with it or whatever. But the way he goes about it. He is asking me I know he is with the way he says it. there has been a few things that has happend in the past that give me a damn good reason to be annoyed or jealouse from time to time. But, He really is a Great guy. I love him dearly, he thinks of me more then I realize. And he isnt up to something 24/7 and I need to understand this. I need to realize this. I need to give him a break. I need to controll this. say something when I have a reason to. Not with anything and everything. Which here latley is what I do. So I am going to try to controll my jealousy and “possible” Controllng Issues’s. Cross my fingers Whoever reads this wish me luck! I hope I can make this work, and make it last for a long time. Later!