julielondon

is finding it strange how her list is working all by itself.



I'm doing 26 things
 

How I did it
How to be ok on my own at home.
It took me
6 months
It made me
feel stronger


How to list the reasons why I get so upset when at home alone.
It took me
1 day
It made me
sad


How to improve my wardrobe
It took me
14 days
It made me
need some more money


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8 good things today 12 months ago

My best friend came over for dinner this evening.
I cooked a lovely dinner. It tasted great.
I had a wonderful time mudrocking a bucket in the sculpture studio.
lots of people paid me compliments about my hair today.
Both of the forms I needed had arrived at uni.
Found an excellent book in the library.
My friend bought a dress off me as I decided I didn’t actually like it.
Another friend has leant me her Tate membership. So now I can go and see Rothko for free.



Be ok on my own at home.
Step one 12 months ago

I get very anxious, upset, and terribly lonely when I am at home on my own. I spend the day in tears. I just hate being in the home and have to get out.
This is causing me so much hurt, The days wasted crying and moping around. I have always been like this. The feelings of lonliness always arrive when I’m on my own. I should be able to handle it by now but I’m not handling it at all and it’s having a majorly negative effect on my life, relationships ect. I am unable to think straight sometimes and I can’t stop crying.
I’ve always been this way. It’s time for a change.



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