jungbug

I am totally lost. I don’t understand all this terrible things that keep happening to me. Is it because I’m not brave enough? Is it because I always think myself first? I need to find out.

yeah, I did send that to my fromer boss. And I’m still waiting for his response. Don’t know what to do. At one point, I felt like it’s gonna be all right. And a second later, I am back to where I was. It’s hard. It’s really hard. What will I do tomorrow? What will I be ended up with 5 years from now on?

I was thinking of applying this grant in my native Taiwan. But they require a local production house to sponsor. The thing is that I have very limited personal links in Taiwan since I’ve been here a long time. Don’t know what to do. I feel like there is no way to turn to and I have to do this otherwise I will die very unhappily. And yes, the synopsis that I promised to submit is not finished yet. Only 2 days left….