man it’s really hard to stop the cycle
and after a while people start believing that you really are a worthless piece of shit and then it’s even more impossible to overcome this
so why do i do it to myself
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be happy
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stop putting myself down
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focus on my life... you only live once
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get my life together
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be independent
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stop being so insecure
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be fluent in french
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see the canucks win the stanley cup
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Spend less time fooling around on the net and more time actually working
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be less paranoid
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hike the Grouse Grind
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read more books
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enjoy being alone
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focus on my career
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find a best friend
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travel around the world
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live passionately
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go skinny dipping in the pool
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read l'etranger in french
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learn to play a song on my guitar
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stop living for other people and start living for myself
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prove people wrong
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improvise on the violin
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Play Paganini on my violin
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Play the Beethoven violin concerto
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Learn to play Vivaldi's "Four Seasons" on violin
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Learn to play the violin so well, that it brings tears to your eyes and gives you chills
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play brahms violin concerto with orchestra
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Attend a Stanley Cup playoff game
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learn to ice skate
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make more money
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learn sign language
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work out everyday
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play the shit out of ysaye #6
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finish all 24 Dont caprices
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practise at least four hours a day regularly
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move on with my life
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stay healthy
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stop wasting time
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have a threesome
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Date a hockey player
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stop being jealous of his ex
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1 person |
man it’s really hard to stop the cycle
and after a while people start believing that you really are a worthless piece of shit and then it’s even more impossible to overcome this
so why do i do it to myself
i’m extremely busy these days but somehow i manage to find time to waste on internet :( of course this means that i either do a half assed job on my work or get less sleep which makes me really tired. why ?????? :(
why does he have to be best friends with most of his exes? he tells me they’ve both moved on, etc., but i have a hard time believing him. i know that he’s too honest a person to cheat on me or lie to me but still… argh, i really need to work on my self esteem and jealousy. it’s just that everytime i see them write cute messages of ‘hey sweetie/ cutie/ (insert cute pet name) lets go out this friday’ or whatever on facebook, i get so jealous. is it normal for exes to be this friendly with each other? i’m worried about them esp. now that he’s moved to this other side of the country in the same neighbourhood as his ex(es).............