justroundthecorner

32 weeks later i am standing at the same point again, trying to get my meditation going. What exactly distracts me? One clue lies in my escapist tendencies. Meditation does force me to face the pain inside rather than covering it up. It also forces me to take a fresh look at my own involvement in my downfall. It takes time and effort, i grow bored. Those are the current reasons, ill list down the rest as they become apparent.

So ideally, what kind fo a person am i looking for?


Well she would have the following qualities

Intelligent
Understanding
Ambitious
Hard working
Independent
Be younger than i am
Loving and caring
Passionate about life
Realistic
Should have the ability to stand by others through difficult times
Be somewhat different than i am
Has the ability to stand up for her rights and be counted
Compassionate
Should live near enough for us to at least be able to meet after getting to know each other initially

Ok i am getting regular at OD again so its safe enough to add this as a goal. I intend to write at least one entry related to the weekly themes. Those entries are supposed to be gramatically correct, interesting and engaging enough to attract more readership and personally fulfilling. In short i need to apply myself a little.