I'm doing 21 things
yay!
8 months ago
I now have level 1 rosetta stone to help me!
now if I can jsut remember to watch/do it…
justvikki's Life List
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1. pay off my student loans
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2. Be emotionally available
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3. be a nicer, happier person
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4. tell people i love that i love them
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5. get better at Scrabble
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6. decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
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7. fall in love
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8. Finish work on my CULT story
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9. take better care of my health
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10. make someone happy
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11. learn to make stained glass
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12. finish reading all the books on my "started" shelf
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13. buy a house
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14. travel to Italy
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15. Spend less time fooling around on the net and more time actually working
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16. Lose 30 pounds
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17. give up television
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18. see the northern lights
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19. write a novel
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20. See the great wall of China
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21. learn to speak Italian
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How I did it
It made me
free 
How I did it: With the help of a loving, dependable, caring person who talked to me, didn't judge and asked the right questions.I started talking with a person who the church would have found utterly inappropriate, so that should I decide to stay, I could blame him for supressing me into bad behavior. He asked me to explain the church and it's teachings to him. When I found that my explainations could not hold up to even the simplest of questions, I kn… Read how I did it…
Recent entries
yikes!
18 months ago
during my Annual Well-Woman exam, dr. told me to have my thyroid/goiter checked immediately. he actually said immediately and cause for concern. I went right over and made the appointment. But it’s with a doctor in the same practice that did my purif exam.
anyway, I get the exam on Tuesday.
maybe I can find someone else.
a bit ago
20 months ago
I was part of a mass transformation religous/philosophical cult. Some say it isn’t. I’m sure they are wrong. get and read “Captive Hearts, Captive Minds” by Tobias if you even think your group might not be as great as it thinks it is.
It was very hard, the leaving. I had almost no friends, no money, and no self-esteem. But now I see how the experience has made me stronger in some ways.
Talking about this is very healing for me, so I am very willing to do everything I can to help you reach your own decision, if you think you might want to leave. Or if you left and need support.
I nearly killed myself, literally, it was so awful trying to learn to think again and understanding what the problem was or where it was coming from.
