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I went to my first halloween party ever last night, well worth it! I went out trying to find something to dress up as and 10 minuites before the shops closed I had nothing (thus felt like giving up). But I grabbed the first thing to hand and went with it. Got home and tried on everything but the shirt didn’t fit and had no others (felt like giving up) but a frantic search sorted that out. As I was making my way there I got lost in the city with no one around to ask for directions (felt like giving up) but walked for about an hour in roughly the right direction and made it there. I then realised I’d actually brought very little money and no proper I.D from all the rushing (felt like giving up, as I have done at this stage many times before) But having gone through all the effort I was feeling very determined and went in anyway.

Now the good news, the night was fantastic! Saw many friend that I hadn’t deen in years + someone who’d left my college last year. A couple of drinks were bought for me which was lucky, probably because they were just happy to see me there. And so a night of fun, laughing, drinking and dancing followed, better than a quiet night in I suppose. No money for a taxi home after, so a two hour trek home in the middle of the rainy night followed. Still my legs may be sore but I feel fantastic! Hopefully the first such night of many!

;Must learn to keep these posts shorter;

Exercise was somehow easier when I was active on sports teams (something about a coach shouting at you to do more laps but at least it got done!) Similar situation but now I need to get myself moving. Best go and buy a good set of running shoes, me thinks?

There’s nothing physically or mentally stopping me from studying. No time constraints and no major isssues to distract my attention. It’s just a simple face of me not doing it. Should be relativly easy but I simply can’t maintain the effort. Mabey I’ve been going about it the wrong way before? Mabey I can get it right from now on?