I'm doing 39 things
I’ve just spent the last four years of my life in a verbally abusive…degrading…and controlling relationship only so I’d never have to be single, alone, or a single-alone-woman ever again. I mean come on…I spent my entire twenties there…well up to 27 single. It gets old. Brains are short stocked, and morals are at an even lesser availability. I decided by the time I met this man…marriage and singlewomandom…OVER
He screwed me over. He took advantage of me…and he made me believe I COULDN’T get by on my own..(even though I had for nearly a decade before his sorry ass)
I found “singlewomandom” my biggest fear. I put up with everything. Broken promises, guilt trips, trips to the beer store were more prevailant to trips to the chapel for prayer. I just didn’t want to be ALONE again.
I PUT UP WITH MORE BULLSHIT TO REMAIN IN A RELATIONSHIP AND AVOID BEING SINGLE THAN MOST PEOPLE PUT INTO THEIR OWN CHILDREN…sad on an entirely different level
He couldn’t even tell me the truth when she answered the phone and told me she was having his baby. He still tried to lie. Now she’s the one stuck with him…and I never thought my life would sound like a Jerry Springer greatest hit. Not one of my 43 top goals.
Through the bad choices he made..I didn’t do what he expected or wanted me to do. I didn’t chase after him. I have come along fine. I truly am a more independent and strong minded woman for it.
My ability to live single has finally been restored!!
YEAAAAA
