Sometimes it troubles me to think that I’m only a sophomore in college, and I’m already 35K in the red. It’s not like I don’t get good grades (my GPA is 3.4), I just can’t get any scholarships and my school cost nearly 50k to attend each year. By the time I graduate, I expect to be 80k in debt.
I’m gonna have to land a good ass job to get rid of this shit…
So I feel off over the summer. I played tennis with my friend, in an effort to keep up, but I failed (somewhat). I didn’t gain back substantial weight, but some of my clothes feel a little more snug.
I’ve started once again this past Sunday. Sweat my arse off on the ellipitcal! Today I did some strength training (my arms and legs are sore as shyt!) I feel good again. I see everything playing out in my mind and I’m determined to get there.
I’M SOO HAPPY AGAIN!!
So I finally dragged myself to the joke of a gym a couple blocks away from my residence. As I expected, there wasn’t much equipment so I had to improvise many of my exercises with dumbells. Everything was almost perfect again; sweat beads on my forehead, the reflection of myself pumping in the mirror, the clinking sounds of metal.
Then it rained…. and I didn’t have an umbrella.
BUT since I had already sweat away my youth for 45 minutes, I ran back home in the rain as happy as can be! When I got home, I delightfully sipped on my protein shake and watched the lightning flicker outside. Today was definitely a good day…