kalinz

I have duties as a manager, as a husband, as a father, as a son as a friend.
All these I like and enjoy, but they don’t leave any “private time” that’s just for me and there are some many things I would love to do alone.

I am not happy with the level of my guitar playing. That’s all there is to it. It does not matter how good you are, but are you happy wiht it. My father knows threre chords and has been playing guitar all his life and this has always been good enough for him. I don’t want to be like Malmsteen, but my current level makes me frustrated instead of happy.

I want to live my life which is mine and belongs to me.
I do not want to sell my days to some company and sleep away my nights. All the 24 hours of each day should belong to me and should be mine to choose what to do with them.
Actually, what I have done – sell my time to a company has been my choice. But this choice has lead to some consequesnces and now I an tied up in the consequences and cannot “opt out”.