kana

I’m 27 Years old, soon to be 28. I want a better job. So I can pay for school (when I go) and to get my self out of debt. I know the saying “Get paid more, you’ll spend more”. I’m so learning my lesson on spending my money ridiculously stupid. So I have learned this.

Here’s my issue. I AM a very shy person. Especially to be around tons of people. Though if I was to work in a company or business I can get used to the environment, though I will still have the shyness, because at the company I’m at now, I’m still shy around some of the people and it has been 8 years on and off with the company.

So what I was getting at is, I feel very nervous and scared to even try to apply for a new job. I’m not sure what I can get with just a mature student diploma. I love a fast pace environment, I love a company that you can grow and learn so much. I love all of that, I’m just not sure what to go for. And just to go to school to get a job that’s worth having, I don’t think I can do that. I will for sure work from the bottom and work my way up. It’s just that I want a good job right now (which I might not be able to get) so I can get out of debt and save money for school, this way I can take the courses’ I want and do what I really want!

ANY COMMENTS GOOD OR BAD, I’LL TAKE IT. I JUST NEED SOME ADVICE MAYBE A REALITY CHECK OR A SWIFT KICK IN THE BUTT!!!!

So I think confidence is the issue of being shy! I think its true, just because the reason why I”m shy is because I think ppl are judging me, looking at me, I don’t fit to anyones standards of being a person, I feel that I”m ugly and not worth anyones time, I feel like I bring boredom to everyone around me, and the list goes on and a lot of thinking hard about being shy, it all comes down to CONFIDENCE!. So my question is how do I get confidence? Any one got answers please do tell and if it’s good or bad comment than comment away. Like I said you can actually learn and grow from a good and even more from a bad one! Sometimes a person doesn’t want to hear the truth cos it sucks and hurts so much, but sometimes its what we need to hear and try to move on or grow from that bad experience! So I’m ready anyone! Give it to me lol.