Still thinking about it. More and more. I started to learn more about the region and I am planing to really go there. Maybe upcomming winter, I mean when it’s winter in Europe…maybe later but I know that I will get there one day:) I would like to go with someone though so I am waiting to find that right person to share the experience with:):):)
I eat health most of the time. My sins are sweets but I cannot totaly give up on them because I love them. I try to eat less but… Life is about tasting it right? :)
I have just realised I am in a prettty good shape. I’ve never actually totally gave up on exercising ever since I started to exercise in 7th grade! It’s simply part of my life wheather it’s good or bad…For me getting back in shape simply means getting back in great shape for running competition. And that is exactly where I am heading now! Still a lot of work necessary but I am getting there!!!
Confidence is something thats not very easy to achieve but its definitely worth doing. It changes all the meaning of things and makes life so much bettr. I am not perfect. And I will never be. And I don’t want to be perfect because than that would be no space for improvement and work! I am trying to be the best I acn in everything I believe is worth doing. Yes, sometimest it is hard, yes sometimes I have doubts, yes, sometimes I fail. But I am confident that if I fell something is worth doing it really is and I believe I will do it. I believe in myself and I believe that every time I fail it makes me stronger and leads me to better things. It’s a matter of never giving up! No matter what.
This goal should stay here all the time. It’s not really something to be ticked off! I am trying to live my life, to take each day as it comes and do someting valuable every day. Sometimes it is not easy because life isn;t always the way we expect it to be. But I just promised to myself a long time ogo that I will never let anything make me forget about simply living every day to the fullest.
The idea is there, some of the writing is done. Time to add some more and finish it up:)
I am going to Italy in the middle of June. And want to be able to communicate on every-day basis by that time. I just bought myself a book – ilatian in one month and I am learning it by myself. Doing pretty good so far!
Not something I actually have any control over! This simply cannot be a goal. Well, whatever. Let’s just live and see what life brings…
I started saving. I want to give some money back to my parents as I took quite a lot from them to start my “new life”. I want to get myself new laptop because I need it for my own work…And I want to save for the next step in my life, let it be moving to another country or comming back to my own country and renting myself a flat…whatever I decide I will need some money to do it. And new clothes…? Well- I ‘ve got way enough…
I aim to do a little bit every day. Maybe not a real yoga practice but even one asana a day is better than nothing.
I moved out. Now the question is wheather it is for good or not. I went to another country to work and my intension is to rent a flat when I come back to my country…so that I don’t live with my parents any more…see what is going to happen…
I am running on regular basis. Recently just 3 times a week as I don’t have time to run more often. Mostely weekends so I am trying to get my running done every Saturday and every Sunday which sometimes really is not easy…Well, I have to do some other exercises besides running. And that is my goal for the upcomming week- to figure out how to squize in some “fitness time” into my busy week day routine…
I am working abroad. And however it is not the most exciting job in the world it is good experience. And I find it adventure:)
I am glad I had courage to do it:) Feels great!
It happened by change of my entire surrounding. Within one week I decided to pack my suitcases and go to foreign country. Withought knowing what’s going to happen, who am I going to meet or what am I going to do. I booked the flight and found myself alone in a new place.
First of all- it took my mind off pointless thinking bacause I had to figure out where I am going to live, how I am going to earn some money for that living etc.
And second, once I did it, it made me feel so satisfied and proud of myself, of the fact that I managed to rent myself a flat, get a job that is maybe not the most interesting on earth, but actually good, arrange all those things you need to have such as account, ids etc…Anyways I am set. And independent.
I feel like I’ve been born again.I feel so much different. I feel free, for once I feel so free like never before in my entire life. This is my NEW LIFE and in this new life there is no place for certain things from the past, for certain feelings without future, for certain behaviours that only made me feel worse, for certain thoughts that wouldn’t let me sleep at night. My new life is NEW and I intend to become better with each new day, and be this kind of myself that I always wanted to be.
The thing is- my life is harder now. Much harder. But I enjoy it.
I am actually working. And earning money. I can pay my rent for appt and buy myself food! That means I am getting there!
It looks like I am going to get a job. Should be able to live on my own soon:)
Yes. I came here 4 days ago for job interview. Unfortunately I didn’t get this particular job. However I had another interview yesterday and it looks like I got quite good job in a restaurant. Well, I have no idea how it’s going to be, I have to move to small village/town?! nearby Nottingham. I don’t even know where exacly am I going to live there. I have made really quick decision about going abroad in the first place and now \i made another quick decision about that job. Am I acting crazily? I don’t know. But it look like I am about to start working abroad:)
This is going to be my third trip abroad this year. I was to Prague and to Madrid in June and now I am going to UK. The puropse is work but…nobody is just working. So I plan to travel, visit, get to know places, people, ideas…I’ m going to live it (out loud) !
I finished another Half marathon today. Ran it just for fun with a group of my teammates. It really was a lot of FUN.
I will remember this one for a long time and I hope to be back at the same half next year!
I did half marathon today. Exactly 2 hours. Timing worse than my best but I just ran it for the hack of it. Went with my running team and we all had so much fun. That’s what running is about- fun, right?
