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oh my god. i legit gained ten pounds. i dont know how to start my diet again. it seems like im just to obsessed with food!
i need to exercise and diet again. any tips?

“Everyone is like a book. Their first chapter begins when they are born and continues until they die. Like every good book, they are filled with challenges and probably offer solutions. Some people experience love, terror, and even sadness. We all try to control our stories, trying to make them not bad. However, when we do that we just make everything worse. Writing is a gift. It comes to some naturally. It came to me through experience. I, however, lack certain constrain. But, with constraint, things are gained. Whenever I write a word, the letters tell a story, and each chapter leads to a new beginning. But what happens when we get to that end chapter? Do we finish our lives and start new ones? Or go into an eternal darkness that will never shine through the open doors of humanity? My chapter begins when I am sixteen.”
that is how one of mine starts off. it needs editing and work

ok i write as a release. ever since i was young, i have been always writing stories that are sad, comical, dramatic…really anything. nowadays i notice that i go more in depth with my stories and there are two that i really want to pursue. all come from many experiences that i have.
for instance, i witnessed my grandfather die and one of my stories revolves around a family thats in a similar situation. the second one is about a captain/sailor and his past experiences. that plot isnt quite clear yet. theyre both a work in progress. i’ll post more when i know.

ok, so i said on november 1st that i would start. it is now valentines day and i find myself heavy and alone. yesturday in my tv class i had to go on camera…oh boy. i looked like a cow! plus the kid i like is in that class too. is that how i really look? i usually feel confident but now i see myself eating more and making excuses not to work out. and today, i ate my entire box of chocoates which is 945 calories in at least 20 minutes. before i had cheerios, an egg, at least 3 servings of animal crackers and milk. i am an eating machine! then i had mentos and felt sick so i decided to work out. while i was doing that i realized, on valentines day last year i weighed 168-165 pounds and now i’m only 147-144! it’s so weird. but now i cant seem to find motivation to actually get down to 135. any tips? i’m 5’3 or 5’4 and i usually get bored working out at home. i love the gym but hate the one i’m at and my mom wont switch. this is getting so hard now and i really want to loose my weight soon!