kcaz21

I'm doing 26 things

2010 resolutions

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kcaz21's Life List

1. Start a company that survives longer than 2 years
389 people
2. Get an MBA
652 people
3. Live in a country outside of the US
4 people
4. be witness to a world where people actually understand each other
1 person
5. put all politicians in a wild game preserve where they can be hunted for sport
2 people
6. fly across the country in a small plane
1 person
7. write a full length play
15 people
8. live withouth television for a month
1 cheer 7 people
9. drop it like it's hot
1 cheer 17 people
10. write a novel
1 entry 9,673 people
11. fully comprehend the cost of my desire
1 entry 1 person
12. become a burn out alcoholic bohemian musician that does nothing but play guitar and still somehow survives
1 entry . 2 cheers 3 people
13. Make a high quality film/video
11 people
14. buy a loft
86 people
15. see the northern lights
16,921 people
16. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
18,540 people
17. run for public office
214 people
18. appear as an interviewed guest on television
4 people
19. sail around the world
883 people
20. Live without the little things getting to me
9 people
21. travel to space
58 people
22. Read all the books in my "must read" pile
1,102 people
23. stop wasting time
3,556 people
24. appear in the credits of a movie
40 people
25. give my parents as much as they have given me
409 people
26. be more honest with myself and other people
1 entry . 1 cheer 13 people

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be more honest with myself and other people

the question is... 4 years ago

...how do you know if you’re being honest? what if you are one of those people that is so delusional they believe their own lies?? i’ve known more than a couple in my time, and it was like talking to a wall, like if someone tried to convince you the sky was orange. they just wouldn’t accept reality (granted it was my reality so it was harder to accept than most, but still…). even if you say to yourself “i am being honest” how do you know?

Jul 22, 2005, 09:36AM PDT | 0 comments

become a burn out alcoholic bohemian musician that does nothing but play guitar and still somehow survives

this is my alter ego 4 years ago

he’s been trying to get his own 43 things but i’m scared of what they may be.

Jul 22, 2005, 08:31AM PDT | 1 cheer | 2 comments

fully comprehend the cost of my desire

Untitled 4 years ago

The lie is my expense
The scope of my desire
The Party blessed me with its future
And I protect it with fire
I am the Nina The Pinta The Santa Maria
The noose and the rapist
And the fields overseer
The agents of orange
The priests of Hiroshima
The cost of my desire

Sleep now in the fire

Jul 22, 2005, 06:36AM PDT | 0 comments

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