keeptrying

I am starting today on my goal of loosing 65 pounds. Today I realized that I am tired…. Tired of not being able to wear my own clothes because they don’t fit me anymore; Tired of looking myself in the mirror and not recognizing who this person is, and not liking what I see; Tired of being out of breath when I have to climb a few stairs, tired of feeling insecure when I am with my husband somewhere and I see a beautiful woman passing by; Tired of feeling out of place in my own skin!!!!
I am very nervous, anxious and scared….. I am scared that I’ll give it up before I achieve my goal, afraid of the temptations I’ll have to face, afraid of my own weakness and lack of will power. But at the same time, I am feeling pretty excited with my decision. It is great to have the feeling of taking my life back, of being in control of myself again, and to start making positive chances in my life. I am happy and hopeful! :-)