I was with the guy I’m dating the other day and we got into this game of “I Want…” He told me that he wants me to stop being so harsh on myself, with respect to how I look, because I’m beautiful. And that he thinks that I am absolutely gorgeous. He is an amazing guy!
I have got to keep up with UCAS track.
Everyone I know is treating me and one of my very close guy friends like we are dating. As far as I am aware we are not dating, just friends, but I keep getting comments and the like. It is sweet but it has me on uneven ground almost constantly.
So the other day I got food poisoning. This is the first time in about ten years that any bad food has made me sick. While I was sick, every 30- 45 minutes consistently, I didn’t bother to wash my face and I barely showered. I did brush my teeth like it was going out of style. The result of slacking in my self care is that now I am breaking out. It is really bad and I can barely get myself to go to class. Ugggghhhh! I hope this passes soon.
Weekly dancing with my friends. This is the best way to learn!
I am beginning my search for jobs in England. I am looking forward to it. I hope it isn’t too hard to get hired.
I have had to put this goal on hold for the time being. Between work and school I find myself with more than I can handle. To top it off I am so very close to graduating that is where I really am trying to focus my time and effort. Cross your fingers for me.
3625 Lafayette Avenue
I found the only one in my area!
Bikini Season is Coming! OMG I have got to start toning. Haha! Funny how people react when the days start getting longer. For the record I am not worried about how I will look in a bathing suit. I keep myself fit year around.
I am selling my things off. I have cut my clutter to about half of what it was. Still there is a lot of stuff left. I am still saving, though it seems more difficult now than it had been. I am only working 2 jobs right now so that may be the reason. I had planned on being in the UK by now. It seems that I just keep pushing things back. I will keep working on it maybe things will speed up soon. I think I’m covering 3 to 4 goals with this entry. Whoot!
Heaven help me, the sadness is overwhelming today. I wonder if I can pull myself back up from this. I hope I can. I’m tired of being sad because I can’t help but worry about things. I’m going out tomorrow in hopes of fixing some of the things I am worried about.
Well the semester is over. I finished the class. I am confident that I passed, but you never know with accounting.
I just took my final. I finished early, checked my answers two or three times. I am pretty sure I did well. I’ll keep my fingers crossed anyway.
I completely bombed a test on Friday so I made cookies to make myself feel better. I think that counts as childish enthusiasm.
Two tests left before I’m done with this class. I am studying like it will save my life for my up coming test. I am so nervous.
Keep me safe, keep me warm.
Hold me tight and never let go.
Wipe my tears and rock me gently.
Keep my love through the years.
I don’t know how I can be happy when I cannot get myself out of this hole. Nothing forward, nothing back, just staring up as the rain comes down.
I have three huge bags full of old clothes that don’t fit me anymore. I am going to try and sell them. I definitely could use the money more. If anyone has good places to sell this stuff please let me know.
I had my first test yesterday. Holy Cow I thought I was going to die. Studied like a maniac for a week. I am hoping I did well. Cross your fingers for me.
I’m heading out to my friend’s house in October. It’s out of state, so not a huge trip but hopefully enough to get me through this semester.