my friend was on a horrible downward spiral but now he is off drugs he joined the army and is so inspiring. not saying i had much to do with it but i hope i did have a little to do with his major life changes.
actually it was autumn but what the hell! my daughter and i went to melbourne for a two week holiday and it was awesome! i had really bad depression and when iwent away for two weeks it really helped my state of mind. highlyreccommend holidays!
in 24 years of life i have never seen a shooting star! i have poor eyesight so that could be why! but seriously in 24 years you’d think i see at least one!
i used to be the worst chocoholic ever. i would seriously eat a family block every single day. but i made the decision to give it up for 30 days and i must say it was easier than i thought it would be. i had a few bad sugar cravings but i kept with it and i’m so glad i did. i went to the shops today and they had 2 blocks for $3 on sale and i wasn’t even tempted and i felt so proud of myself. if i can do this than anyone can!
i’ve found myself putting some really shitty things on my list and i don’t want that. i feel that if i’m taking the time to do it i should be serious about it. how lame am i!
i feel so boring my good friend has travelled everywhere around the world, lived in london and had the time of her life. meanwhile, i’ve barely travelled outside my own state let alone my country. i want to travel to brazil and new york, london and bali, johannesberg and hamilton. i want to see it all.
i’m not sure they remember me though its been awhile. as a single parent i don’t get out much so i’ve become a little socially retarded! i have a lot of friends who i absolutely adore but i don’t get to see them much. i’ve been out a few times this year so my goal is to see each of my friends at least once this year just to keep in touch with reality!
i used to read so many books. just sit for hours emersed in another world. in one week i read the first four harry potter books. but since i had my daughter 16 months ago the closest thing i’ve read to a book is the instructions on the baby food jar! i miss reading, the new harry potter book comes out in june or july so i guess i’ll make time then!
how does one do it. i have a friend who i feel is on the edge just grasping to life and i really want to be the one to save him. he drinks too much smokes too much pot and drives too fast. he used to be so beautiful and athletic taking great pride in his looks but the pot has taken it all away from him and you can smell the cigerette smoke ingrain in his skin from five metres away. it makes me so sad that my beautiful boy is gone. i want to save his life. but how when he doesn’t even think there’s a problem.
i am actually a scrapbooker but i don’t do it very well! its more of a relaxant to me than a hobby but i’d like to develope my skills and go that little bit higher to the hobby area!
i can’t believe how great it is to finally sleep! not only am i getting to sleep til at least six thirty my daughter is now sleeping in her own room! i’m so happy and i’m starting to feel like a human again after 16 months of walking around like a zombie from lack of sleep. sleep rules!
oh my god i don’t want to jinx this but… for the past two days i’ve slept til six thirty. i’ll believe this goal is complete when i get a month straight of six thirty wake ups. fingers crossed.
i decided that whinging about it won’t help so i’m not giving up i’m making room for different things.
i have an addiction to underwear and a habit of forgetting to take socks with me when i go to work and then having to buy more, so i have too many of both and i love it. underwear that makes you feel invincible is the best gift you can give yourself! and having too many socks means that if you lose one there are always more there to cover for them. the key is to start the trend of never wearing indentical socks and then when you envitably lose one know one will ever know!
my sister gave it to me for my 22 birthday and its the best present i’ve ever got. i’ve got a few different piercings and this one was easily the least painful. if you can get your ears done you can do this!!! my ears hurt so bad. so if pain is a factor don’t let it be cause its not an issue. and you can never be too old for a tongue piercing, its called a mid-life crisis! everyone should be doing it!
i’ve got ears twice, nose and tongue, i’ve had my navel done but i got pregnant not long after and had to take it out. and now having a one year old has put all plans of piercings on hold because i know she’d never be able to resist pulling on them, but in a few years i’m so getting my nipples, my navel, my lip and my industrial piercings done! i’m so excited! i can’t wait!
for as long as i can remember i’ve had this evil habit. i can literally give up at any time. recently i gave up for i few weeks so i could paint my nails black for a fall out boy concert and i did it so easily. my problem is if i have no need for them to be painted i bite them. idle hands are the devils playground!
it seems like such a simple goal. something i used to do a lot. but with all this golbal warming shit happening it seems to have stolen it away from me. for the last three days the news had said heavy rains for the gold coast but i haven’t seen hotter autumn days in my life. i miss the rain.
i had to ask my mum how old i was the other day! thats pretty sad. i’m 24… or 23 one of those. my trouble is i feel 90 i look 15 and i act 19.
