I have decided on working on every single goal on my list some more, mainly because I feel stuck sometimes and don’t know where to go. So I am also now (more) actively looking for band mates.
I do have a slight idea of the type of music I want to play / sing, and so want to put this into practice! I am too much of a paranoid person to tell you all about it just yet, but I really hope I will get on with this goal of mine. My last entry was almost two years ago and I cannot live on like this, doing nothing and procrastinating.
Since I moved away from my previous place, I should say what has changed up to now : I found out there’s an agency which helps potential voluteers and those who need them to meet … All I will have to do is fill in some kind of survey asking for what I’d want to do, whom/what I’d like to help, etc. It sounds pretty good actually.
I am just not sure about two things, and maybe this sounds silly, but I grew so – partly – scared of people I don’t know whether I will be able to do that. And then, I am currently searching for a job in general, and I don’t know whether I could find one. But then again, the qualifications and knowledge I could gain from volunteering are also quite important, aren’t they?
I have started taking singing lessons from February this year on. I couldn’t go to the last lessons, but will go there again this week. It is a bit odd still, warming up one’s voice and such (It is group lessons, so others get to see it. I really shouldn’t feel embarrassed still.), but … We get suggestions on what to do better and how to breathe correctly and such.
I still struggle with sight-singing, as we don’t do that. So I need to find another way to practice this, I guess.