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The day before yesterday I ordered my ticket for a certain music festival taking place this year, and yesterday I received it :D. I am super-excited about it …

Here’s a little more background info, though.

In 2005 I actually ordered a ticket for a certain festival that seemed to be quite great. I mainly wanted to go there because of Eve Of Destiny, a band I loved so much. However, it turned out that various bands that were announced to play there didn’t know about this at all. Nobody asked them, they didn’t even say they were going to play there, so they then announced “Hey, we are not going to play there!” Among them was not Eve Of Destiny, yet the list of bands announcing they were not going to play there got longer and longer. In the end, the festival was cancelled, I neither got my money back nor did I even get that ticket at all.

Afterwards, I must admit I didn’t really want to go to any other festival. I could not afford it, too, after all.

Then, there were several festivals passing which I would have liked to attend, but I couldn’t go because of school or because of other things that happened at the same time. I went to the Manga Party Festival in April last year then, but this doesn’t really count as a “music festival” for me. It was great, though, no doubt in that.

And then, last summer, there was this festival taking place in Germany at which a friend of mine and I got to meet up. I did not go to that festival, BUT! I went to the warm-up party and I was so happy to meet said friend and his girlfriend and another friend of his …

Aaanyways. For this year, I thought I might go there. And I will. I am totally excited already :)! I am already looking forward to the bands playing there, and if I am lucky, I can be with some friends, too. It is going to be great, I am very sure about this. The only thing I really hope for is that it will not rain … (But even if it does, I can still buy an umbrella. I guess. :D)

Heeello!

I notice I haven’t written in this for more than a year; I cannot believe it. To put a long story short, I gained a lot of weight back, sort of got a little (or a little more) lazy, and now am standing at the beginning again. HOWEVER, I will not give up this easily. There might be some people out there who’d say there is no chance for me losing weight, but I will tell and show them otherwise.

The only downside is, but this doesn’t count as an excuse for me, that our scales are not working right now, BUT I do have a measuring tape (?—for sewing, for example) and I still can take pictures of myself in certain intervals.

So far, I changed my eating behavior a little, step by step. I am not at the best point already, but I do eat a lot more fruits and self-cooked meals instead of too much stuff you only buy in the supermarket and warm up. The latter is not ENTIRELY cut out, but really mostly. I just find it depresses me to eat that, don’t ask me why.

As for the fruits, I pay attention to always having at least two different kinds of fruits at home, and I eat them daily. And I noticed I eat less of other stuff (buns, for example) than I did before because I feel “full” earlier than before. :)

So, yeah, maybe the scales won’t work right now, but I’d like to take photos of me every … I don’t know? Week? Every other week? Every month? To see some progress. I just feel a little embarrassed to post them now; I guess I weigh more than 100 kilos now :(. (However, I already feel a little lighter than in the beginning, and more energetic.)

Also I found a great homepage today. Maybe you have heard of bodyrock.tv beforehand? It seems like a good resource for both workout videos/instructions and recipes. I love the ideas, and I find it very inspiring.

I hope you are all doing well, and I am sorry that I have been bothering you with this for so long now.

Hello.

I have been thinking about this for quite a while now, and I finally decided to start getting it done. I don’t know what size I want to go to (I searched for referrence pics already, though; just forgot to bookmark them, hm!), but it should be at a size where it is recognizable that I did stretch them.

And even though I often react very, very impatient in all kinds of situations, I can imagine waiting for at least a month (or more) until going further.

The only thing that worries me is that I did get my lobes shot with one of those guns, and so I doubt they are stretchable/it would be a good idea to stretch them, since they are probably uneven … I will go to my piercer and talk to him as soon as possible. :)

I don’t want to do this on my own, as I really fear making mistakes and/or getting impatient and demanding too much from my ear.

Oh, and by the way! HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL!! If you have some tips about earlobe stretching, please tell me!