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Why am I defensive
2 years ago
i am not sure why i became defensive. i struggle to remember if i have always been this way. my oldest friend seems to take the brunt of it. she is the one who first told me i was defensive and i of course defensively reacted and told her i was not. but i know now that i am. i need to stop wondering why and just give it up, take notice when i am in the act. (i have diffulting ‘doing’...read my other 43 things…) i wonder if it was because of b, constantly defending myself because he was continually trying to push me down. it comes from a preconveived notion…that people are judging me…(again read the other 43 things…) i don’t like being this way. i must stop.
