I'm doing 42 things
So technically this is moving along with some success, but in the wrong direction. I don’t really feel too awkward anymore, and in the case of certain couples I know I don’t pretend love exists. The problem is, I don’t pretend because certain couples I know assures me that love doesn’t exist. And I’m starting to come to terms with that. And that is not good.
Lovable Loser's Life List
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1. Create something beautiful, whether it be something visual, auditory, or abstract.
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2. Pick up a hobby in photography.
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3. learn when to shut up
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4. Play violin in a band.
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5. Become socially competent
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6. Cut down my energy consumption and pollution.
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7. Believe it when people say "I Love You"
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8. Be able to be around couples without feeling like the awkward third wheel who only tags along because he wants to pretend that love exists
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9. Do something completely unique and totally origional
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10. Go a whole entire day without doing something completely foolish.
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11. Sleep the clock around
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13. Sleep under the stars.
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15. Find an activity that makes me happy.
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16. Confess my sins
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17. Tell everybody everything I've wanted to tell them, but have been to cowardly to.
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18. Take a holiday in Spain.
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19. Know where I'm going, and Know where I've been
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20. Genuinely love somebody, and be genuinely loved
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21. Be old fashioned
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22. Have a british accent
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23. Donate time and money to a good cause
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24. Help a friend in need
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25. Read more wonderful books, watch more wonderful movies, listen to more wonderful music, meet more wonderful people
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26. write and perform a song
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27. lie less
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28. become optimistic
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29. Remember the things I don't want to forget
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30. Make the perfect mix tape
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31. Own a record player and a lot of records
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32. Ride the train to somewhere new.
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33. Get a picture taken of me smiling when I don't fake the smile.
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34. stop being depressed about nothing. Learn to love what I have, because what I have is worth loving.
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35. decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
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36. Be more active on 43things, even as my life gets busier
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37. rest
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38. keep in touch with all my loved ones back home when I leave for college, but also branch out a little and make new friends
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39. learn to control and contain my meltdowns
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40. find a way to quell my smoldering anger before it becomes a full blown wildfire
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41. keep playing the violin even though I'm no longer taking lessons or in a formal orchestra
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42. make good new friends at college, but keep all my great friends back home
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I still can’t differentiate between the friendship “I love you”s and the more than friends kind… Sigh…
