Lovable Loser




I'm doing 42 things
 

Lovable Loser's Life List

  1. 1. Create something beautiful, whether it be something visual, auditory, or abstract.
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    1 person
  2. 2. Pick up a hobby in photography.
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    1 person
  3. 3. learn when to shut up
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    24 people
  4. 4. Play violin in a band.
    1 entry . 6 cheers
    2 people
  5. 5. Become socially competent
    1 entry . 9 cheers
    1 person
  6. 6. Cut down my energy consumption and pollution.
    1 entry . 6 cheers
    1 person
  7. 7. Believe it when people say "I Love You"
    3 entries . 8 cheers
    1 person
  8. 8. Be able to be around couples without feeling like the awkward third wheel who only tags along because he wants to pretend that love exists
    1 entry . 5 cheers
    2 people
  9. 9. Do something completely unique and totally origional
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    1 person
  10. 10. Go a whole entire day without doing something completely foolish.
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    1 person
  11. 11. Sleep the clock around
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    2 people
  12. 12. Meet a nice intellectual girl who shares my interests, and waste endless hours talking in a small, peacefull coffee shop. Discussing our favorite books, movies, and music, we would connect but then have to leave each other, traveling our own paths. Sigh
    1 entry . 8 cheers
    2 people
  13. 13. Sleep under the stars.
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    3,732 people
  14. 14. Watch the sun rise after sleeping under the stars, spending the whole day out in nature, truly living, and then watchign the sun set that night. Then repeating the same thing the next day.
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    1 person
  15. 15. Find an activity that makes me happy.
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    1 person
  16. 16. Confess my sins
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    6 people
  17. 17. Tell everybody everything I've wanted to tell them, but have been to cowardly to.
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    2 people
  18. 18. Take a holiday in Spain.
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    6 people
  19. 19. Know where I'm going, and Know where I've been
    1 person
  20. 20. Genuinely love somebody, and be genuinely loved
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    1 person
  21. 21. Be old fashioned
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    2 people
  22. 22. Have a british accent
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    58 people
  23. 23. Donate time and money to a good cause
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    1 person
  24. 24. Help a friend in need
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    6 people
  25. 25. Read more wonderful books, watch more wonderful movies, listen to more wonderful music, meet more wonderful people
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    1 person
  26. 26. write and perform a song
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    11 people
  27. 27. lie less
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    64 people
  28. 28. become optimistic
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    10 people
  29. 29. Remember the things I don't want to forget
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    1 person
  30. 30. Make the perfect mix tape
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    57 people
  31. 31. Own a record player and a lot of records
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    1 person
  32. 32. Ride the train to somewhere new.
    1 cheer
    1 person
  33. 33. Get a picture taken of me smiling when I don't fake the smile.
    1 entry . 7 cheers
    1 person
  34. 34. rest
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    33 people
  35. 35. keep playing the violin even though I'm no longer taking lessons or in a formal orchestra
    1 person
  36. 36. make good new friends at college, but keep all my great friends back home
    1 person
  37. 37. learn to control and contain my meltdowns
    1 person
  38. 38. decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
    1 entry . 2 cheers
    6,986 people
  39. 39. stop being depressed about nothing. Learn to love what I have, because what I have is worth loving.
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    1 person
  40. 40. Be more active on 43things, even as my life gets busier
    2 entries . 2 cheers
    1 person
  41. 41. keep in touch with all my loved ones back home when I leave for college, but also branch out a little and make new friends
    1 person
  42. 42. find a way to quell my smoldering anger before it becomes a full blown wildfire
    1 person
Recent entries
Be able to be around couples without feeling like the awkward third wheel who only tags along because he wants to pretend that love exists
Untitled 3 months ago

So technically this is moving along with some success, but in the wrong direction. I don’t really feel too awkward anymore, and in the case of certain couples I know I don’t pretend love exists. The problem is, I don’t pretend because certain couples I know assures me that love doesn’t exist. And I’m starting to come to terms with that. And that is not good.



Believe it when people say "I Love You" (read all 3 entries…)
Untitled 4 months ago

I still can’t differentiate between the friendship “I love you”s and the more than friends kind… Sigh…



Become socially competent
Untitled 4 months ago

I try and try, but I still seem to always fuck things up…



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