i wore an itsy bitsy teenie weenie yellow polka dot bikini =]
kimmisokute's Life List
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1. Touch the Life of a Stranger in Need
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2. stay a virgin, untill I'm married
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3. travel the world
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4. have children
1 cheer4,129 people -
5. Read the Bible
3,228 people -
6. get married
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7. stop being insecure and jealous when in a relationship
1 entry139 people -
8. bring someone to Christ
52 people -
9. enjoy my college years
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10. accept the fact that i will always be second
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11. tell all my old crushes how i used to feel about them
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12. see an opera
148 people -
13. have the summer of my life
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14. not cry for a month
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15. Take ballet class again
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16. Get toned abs
19 people -
17. run a mile in 8 minutes
59 people -
18. finish a scrapbook
58 people -
19. stop cursing
365 people -
20. Make him fall in love with me
294 people
i thought this would be the summer of my life, but it really isnt. i guess i expected too much of it, most of my days are boring and if i am doing something its not particularly AMAZING. who knows summer isnt over yet thats for sure, but the majority of my summer wasn’t fantastic as i hoped it would be, and i continue to remember that i am leaving for college in the fall, and i know i’m going to miss alot of people, especially him.
This is something completely retarded, but somehow in ever situation of my life the closest i’ve ever come to ANYTHING is second. it sucks that i’m not good at anything or theres always someone prettier, smarter, more interesting. it sorta pisses me off. the problem with this is that i stopped trying in everything now because second just isnt good enough to me.
