kittayy

well i’m young, i haven’t had much experience with love. in fact i’ve only been in love once. and i just remember the moment i knew i loved him so well, my stomach dropped and i couldn’t not tell him. i thought i was going to explode with thoughts and emotions.. and love. it was unreal and nothing like i had expected. it’s impossible to describe, but anyone who’s felt it will understand what i mean.
but when it ended, my whole world fell apart. quite literally. i couldn’t think straight, i couldn’t eat, i couldn’t concentrate on anything for more than 5 seconds without my mind casting back to him. i was so empty. and 6 months on, i am still empty. i am still broken inside. people say ‘find someone else, go out, go have fun, get your mind off it’ and from the moment those words leave their lips you just know theyve never experienced it. because if they had they wouldn’t say it, they would know it just simply doesn’t work like that. i think that you either always will love someone or you never did; and i fully believe i will always love this boy. i can’y get past him. i can’t let go.
if anyone else is in this position, and is relatively young, please please please reply to this. i need help and im losing all hope of ever getting my life back. thankyou x