kittydilettante




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to not desire to desire so very much, so very often
"Boredom: the desire for desires." -tolstoy 2 years ago

Essentially, I think that it is a choice between hovering somewhere between two ways. There is that of being a sarcastic, cynical, bitter, lazy, bored misanthrope, and that of an honest, optimistic, happy, energetic, easily-amused liver of life. hahaha. I don’t really think that life is full of these ultimatums, nor do I deny that I am not an odd combo of those two (set for my purposes) arbitrarily binaric oppositional definitions…

I simply want to not want so damn much all the time. Happiness with what is or a vision on how to get one thing at a time, rather than this constant striving for something to strive for.



do a vipassana meditation retreat
Untitled 2 years ago

I went to the one in northfork last summer… both one of the most intense and calming thing that I have ever done for myself. I am going again this summer. Good luck to all of you who choose to do it as well. :)



Have a screaming orgasm
OOOOooOOoooo! ? 2 years ago

what? at least i am honest. :)



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