Essentially, I think that it is a choice between hovering somewhere between two ways. There is that of being a sarcastic, cynical, bitter, lazy, bored misanthrope, and that of an honest, optimistic, happy, energetic, easily-amused liver of life. hahaha. I don’t really think that life is full of these ultimatums, nor do I deny that I am not an odd combo of those two (set for my purposes) arbitrarily binaric oppositional definitions…
I simply want to not want so damn much all the time. Happiness with what is or a vision on how to get one thing at a time, rather than this constant striving for something to strive for.
