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It has been getting worse lately, with all dreams ending in the same way again. It’s so horrible! I admit I’ve had rather a stressful time recently, but after a couple of good weeks, I’d been hoping that I was beginning to conquor them. A little. But it’s not to be. Woken up screaming a couple of times, and apparently have been talking and crying in my sleep. I hate it, hate it..

I’m the happiest I’ve ever been right now – didn’t know it was actually possible to feel like this – even during such a stressful time as the past couple of months have been!

Made the brave decision not to return to rowing or coxing this year. My stress fracture is healed, but am going to persue other things for now. A future without the big boats seems rather scary, so I may re-evaluate after summer.