well it didn’t look as good as i had hoped but its fun rolling around in the snow
klaustrophobic's Life List
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1. live as if i were to die tomorrow
2 team members . 1 entry . 1 cheer3 people -
2. sleep under the stars
1 entry . 1 cheer2,971 people -
3. be happy without feeling guilty
5 entries . 2 cheers1 person -
4. learn to speak french fluently
2 entries . 1 cheer471 people -
5. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
1 entry16,589 people -
6. swing in the rain
1 entry7 people -
7. skydive or bunjy jump
1 person -
8. document one whole day of my life in photographs
1 entry30 people -
9. see a meteor shower
1 cheer128 people -
10. get back into painting
1 entry23 people -
11. photograph love
2 entries . 3 cheers2 people -
12. be a succulent wild woman
99 people -
13. Take pictures of 43 signs that represent me.
14 people -
14. get a tattoo that has a significant meaning
1 entry636 people -
15. get to know more people living in other countries
1 entry . 3 cheers12 people -
16. get together a team of 5 people on 43 things and accomplish a goal together
1 entry1 person -
17. kill myspace
1 entry . 2 cheers7 people -
18. see the new york skyline
18 people
Why do we push away those closest to our hearts? we put up barriers, when all we really want them to do is break them down.
I thought that in my search for happiness, i needed to find out if i could make MYSELF happy. Not rely on others. Keep myself alive. Maybe this is the right step, but ive pushed away the one person closest to my heart. And it hurts so much. I keep telling myself that i just want to make sure im not sticking with the safe option…
But what happens if im wrong? what happens if i NEED someone else to survive? to be happy?
I’m falling apart, i’m letting myself fall apart, and i’m just waiting for them to come and pick up the pieces
i love joining websites, writing blogs and so on, but it looks like i have no friends cause i cant be stuffed adding anyone – apart from this tom guy – WHO THE HELL IS HE?? anyhow, so i tried making my background all pretty and stuff but it says i need to know what an html is??? i just want to put some color and a picture on!!
