I LOVE ME! Ok, no not exactly, but eventually this will be.
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1. Do well in school.
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2. Move to Britain
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3. Fall in love
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4. get a 3.7 GPA
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5. simply live
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6. Stop saying "sorry" so often
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7. stop feeling guilty
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8. Stop being so clingy
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9. be respectful to my boyfriend
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10. stop being so insecure
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11. have more self confidence
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12. Get a 4.0 gpa.
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13. write good poetry
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14. grow my hair long
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15. go to the St. Olaf college
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16. write a book and have it published
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17. Learn to play the piano
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18. Have the fruit of the Spirit
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19. find my talent
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20. pick a college
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21. Develop a better relationship with God
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22. Learn to cook
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23. decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
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24. love myself
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How I did it: I use to like this person a lot in my social class. He is the nicest, sweetest guy in the whole world. But I decided I wanted to focus on school more and get better grades. So I was thinking of how to do this and I figured I would see what Jesus thought about it. He's the maker of all things, so I figured he knew what he was doing if he wanted me to like this person. So I waited around to see if I was suppose to like this guy. It turns ou… Read how I did it…
How I did it: I sat down and wrote down each name I considered as a friend. Then I wrote down why I valued them as a friend and if they treated me right. I then found out which ones were my friends. Then I decided to write down how I want to be treated. I now treat my friends and aquatiences how I want to be treated. The golden rule! Read how I did it…
How I did it: I learned first to be happy with how I look and that I don't have to look perfect everyday. Then I figured out what I want from life. What it is that I expect from myself. My limits and goals in life. I relized that God has a plan for my life and to follow him and not to worry. Read how I did it…
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I just relized that its ok. Sure I’m clingy, but I think i’m insecure so it makes me cling to my bf so much. I think I have to relize that I can be on my own and its ok, but also that when I’m in a relationship I chose it and the other person chose it too. I think maybe just trusting him will help a lot. Why worry about my mistake. What is done is done, now I choose to move on and live my life. He’s part of it right now, but I also have another life to live. So does he. So why be clingy? I chose not to be anymore.
I am who I am. Not the person next door, not my sister, not anyone, but me. I am no more than who I am and I can’t be anything, but myself. I can’t live someone elses life and I can’t pretend I am and live that life. I have to be me and to be me I’m going to have to have confidence in me and be comfortable with myself. I can’t forever hide my faults from people and be a perfect princess. No, I’m not perfect and I make mistakes, but I’m still special. I don’t have to worry about what others think, I’m sick of worrying about it. Trying to be what others always want me to be. If someone can’t accept me than why should I waste my time on them. I should be myself and let people see who I am, faults and all. I can have confidnece in myself and its ok to let myself love me. I don’t have to think about what others think, I can be who I want and for once in my life come out of my shell. I am who I am. Leave it or take it.
