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i only want to get tatted in the most painful places, that way i know it what i really want.

the self confidence thing is totally true, but also i got stronger, ran faster, and developed muscles i didnt even know existed

ever since i got the thing. i can’t imagine my life without it. its gotten me through

college
the gym
road trips
jogs
skating
work projects.

i got the flu and for two days striaght i watched the season 1 dvd..then cuz the 2nd season wasn’t out on dvd yet i had to download half the season off iTunes

...and THEN they end up putting it up for free on ABC.com!

the only problem i had was eventually (i guess i didn’t do it correctly) was then down the line it ends up sorta pinkish..not a good look for me.

well actually i only did it cuz Safari quit on me.

im never going back Firefox is the best! try using the stumbleupon! extension or whatever. its how i found this site.

my mom died of cancer about 9 years ago…i saw it happen and when it did i couldn’t cry…something wouldn’t let me cry but deep inside its all i really wanted to do. i still feel torn up inside, its like a cut that never heal.

her favorite song was “que sera sera” by doris day. i can’t listen to it for more than a minute without breaking down.

i Still feel like it shouldn’t have happened. that theres this alternate life i missed because shes gone, like a runaway train…that there was so many hugs. so much wisom. so more more that i could have developed into.

i guess letting this stuff out is one way of dealing with it, kinna like little steps.

my condolences to all of you in the same position.

“How much can you know about yourself if you’ve never been in a fight?” – fight club

im at 2.5 miles right now but i peter out at this point. everything starts to hurt!!!!

im gonna tough it out im soooooo close. i give myself till the end of august.

“I want to shake off the dust of this one-horse town. I want to explore the world. I want to watch TV in a different time zone. I want to visit strange, exotic malls…I want to live, Marge! Won’t you let me live?” – Homer Simpson.

for a long time i thought i was acting too childish. but when i’d act against it life just seemed boring. but growing up happens you can’t really stop it

in the end i just told myself

“be the person the kid inside of you always wanted you to be”

or at the very least be the person the kid you were 10 years ago would be proud of.

damn board keeps on slipping behind me!!!..i think i gotta reanalyze the way im popping the tail.

i always leave like the drive was going to be in perfect condition. (and being in LA, it almost never happens) or if i KNOW that it is then i lag anyway.

from now on im leaving like 30 minutes in advanced.
...theres an arcade nearby to kill time anyway if im too early.

i did this really for myself. but i never really realized how much chicks really dug the hawk.

upkeep got pretty time consuming though

Such a great movie. but more so in the context of which the film was made plus its visuals were so revolutionary for its time, the camera seems to tell you the story before any dialogue takes place . Well’s RKO contract was insane!...uhmm if you do get the dvd, get the 2-disc special edition “the battle over CITIZEN KANE” was a good watch.

its always been a dream of mine ever since i was a kid playing “Mike Tyson’s Punch Out!!!”

i’ve been going regularly for a year now…it wasn’t so much about losing wieght (although it was a nice side effect) but it was about really feeling better inside and out. it really builds confidence! and i also noticed i feel better when i wake up the next day.

just remember to keep your goals in mind. stay positive!. and water…or gatorade, however you roll.

im sooo tired of Mickey D’s and Burger King.

i dunno to me, its like if i learn this its a step towards full independence and self-sufficiency.

no longer will i have to rely on Kid’s Cuisine or a Hungry Man diner for sustinence. but i think along with this i have to add learn to be patient as one of my things.

it took me five years, and at first… i didn’t really care about graduating. and then the day it happened BAM! all of it set in..i almost cried in joy and the “The Worlds Greatest”song by R. Kelly ran through my mind.

i dunno, it’s different for some people.

all i have to say is, do it for yourself and not to make your parents or anyone else happy. it sounds corny but really do something that you have passion for. it makes it sooo much easier.

i just started and i already gave up on something!...i only did so cuz i shoulda listed this as one of the 43 places