kodocha77

i really want to find the love of my life…sometimes i think i will never find him…sometimes i think it’s unreal and fairy-tale like, but i always tell myself that God has a plan for me…

It’s been 3 months since my first love and i broke up. there is no chance that we’ll be getting back together…yes, i still love him, but i don’t want to ever feel that terrible again. after the break-up had to be the most terrible time of my life (or felt like it)! i had no idea that heartbreak hurt that much. it’s just when i see him, i’m reminded of those lonely weeks after the break-up. i felt like he didn’t care…it’s sad that i still love him…we still speak, but it’s as if nothing has happened between us…i smile in his face, but still resent what happened in my head…i want to talk to him, but i don’t…confusing isn’t it? maybe it’s because i want his friendship back…