kory11

I am the most passive person I know!

I am at school in college now and I am in nothing. I have no specialty and don’t know what to do because I have always gone where people told me to go. Now that I gave a pretty important choice to make about my future, I don’t know what to do!

I am now in school doing pretty much nothing. I have all the classes that we have to do in college, like french and english. I suck.

I am also very good in volleyball and did not go to the try-outs because I had no one with who to go. I’m such a freakin’ retard.

I just simply am not smiling enough.

I will try this even though I feel miserable right now. It’s an awfully ugly smile, but I’m smiling. I think. Wait, no, I’m not smiling! God damn it!

I’m all but perfect. I have already accepted that. I think. What I need to do is accept the little imperfections from my girlfriend. I don’t get it that I have the worst time accepting them when I know that I am far worse.

Perfection’s the problem! Who in the world invented perfection? It doesn’t even exist! My entry is changed to ’’Forget Perfection!!’’ Why do we all think that nothing will ever go wrong? Are we all stupid?