kreeks101

I have discovered bikram! Not only is it the most amazing type of yoga ( to me at least) but it helps me accomplish this goal. When I am not busy with my school schedule, I take time to go to bikram. This has totally helped me become more flexible, but if I don’t stay with it, I typically lose what I’ve gained. if I can stay with it and make it a weekly practice and find a good way to balance it out with my school and dance, then I will be able to 100% Achieve this goal!!

I still haven’t done this…. I’m upset about the zero progress I’ve made. I am trying to find a friend right now to teach me, but the person I asked is my ex-boyfriends buddy, and now I don’t think that will work out too well. Maybe if it is strictly to learn to play guitar it will be okay… I just really want to learn how to play and I don’t want to spend too much money trying to learn. I need to figure this one out. I’m sick of wishing about playing and I just want to do it already!

I am really good at this now. I stopped looking at keeping a journal as something that I had to do because any time feel forced into doing something it never works. I started using my journal as another way for me to express myself besides dancing. I am trying to discover what types of other things interest me. I’m dabbling in painting/ drawing, I’m trying to pick up guitar, and writing. I have a red moleskin journal which I’m in love with and I spend some time ever night or every other night writing down experiences, feelings, thoughts, and ideas. It is great and totally refreshing! I don’t go back and read them because I believe that those are in the past and don’t need to interfere with the present moment. Someday it will be fun to go back and read what I wrote, but for now I only write. I hope i can continue to do this because right now is a very exciting time in my life and I want there to be records of it to keep for myself.