I’ve realized that much about being needy is about letting the control go. It is what it is, and what will happen will happen. So letting all that goodness around me percolate lets the neediness go. Much much less needy. And so much happier for that.
krislibrarian's Life List
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1. be true to myself
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2. be more honest
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3. carpe diem
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4. increase my vocabulary
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5. Get a PhD
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6. go to the monaco grand prix
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7. Visit Italy
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8. be more nerdy
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9. Overcome childhood pain
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10. Build the Semantic Web
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11. Learn Spanish
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12. do 43 things
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13. go dancing more often
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14. Keep losing weight
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15. Drink coffee black
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16. Learn to play the piano
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17. skinny dip
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18. read every book I own
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19. Live in Vancouver
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20. stop interrupting
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21. Learn to knit
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22. team all the 43T librarians
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23. Drive the Nurburgring
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24. educate people about composting
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25. be less needy
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26. never apologize for being myself
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Recent entries
Definitely so much better
3 months ago
And now for more weight
3 months ago
So the last time I wrote about this was a long time ago. And you know what? I’ve lost even more weight. I think it’s about 40lbs more to far. I’m definitely the thinnest I’ve ever been in my life. More energy, more neck, less chin, less tummy, more belt holes. And even still, more skinny girl clothes. My shoes are once again too big. That’s still a weird one for me. Shoes too big. I’ll take it though.
All about racing on a track
3 months ago
The thing about N. America is there are very few racing tracks where folks can take their cars, or even just go and drive the cars there, on a real professional racing track. The proper cambering, the curbs, the speed. It’s all there. And safe, not on the street.
I really really want to do this. All of it. And then just the F1 version.
