I'm doing 26 things
I’ve realized that much about being needy is about letting the control go. It is what it is, and what will happen will happen. So letting all that goodness around me percolate lets the neediness go. Much much less needy. And so much happier for that.
krislibrarian's Life List
-
1. be true to myself
10 cheers448 people -
2. be more honest
5 cheers402 people -
3. carpe diem
1 entry . 5 cheers573 people -
4. increase my vocabulary
3 entries . 6 cheers729 people -
5. Get a PhD
1 entry . 7 cheers2,962 people -
6. go to the monaco grand prix
1 entry32 people -
7. Visit Italy
4 cheers2,596 people -
8. be more nerdy
1 entry . 11 cheers6 people -
9. Overcome childhood pain
2 entries . 7 cheers1 person -
10. Build the Semantic Web
5 entries . 3 cheers79 people -
11. Learn Spanish
1 entry . 1 cheer17,681 people -
12. do 43 things
1 entry . 1 cheer59 people -
13. go dancing more often
3 cheers48 people -
14. Keep losing weight
2 entries . 2 cheers13 people -
15. Drink coffee black
1 entry . 3 cheers19 people -
16. Learn to play the piano
5 cheers8,241 people -
17. skinny dip
1 entry . 1 cheer892 people -
18. read every book I own
3 entries . 5 cheers2,138 people -
19. Live in Vancouver
2 entries . 2 cheers108 people -
20. stop interrupting
5 cheers45 people -
21. Learn to knit
2 entries . 3 cheers3,808 people -
22. team all the 43T librarians
21 team members . 2 cheers25 people -
23. be less needy
5 entries . 3 cheers85 people -
24. educate people about composting
1 entry . 2 cheers1 person -
25. Drive the Nurburgring
1 entry53 people -
26. never apologize for being myself
1 cheer10 people
Recent entries
So the last time I wrote about this was a long time ago. And you know what? I’ve lost even more weight. I think it’s about 40lbs more to far. I’m definitely the thinnest I’ve ever been in my life. More energy, more neck, less chin, less tummy, more belt holes. And even still, more skinny girl clothes. My shoes are once again too big. That’s still a weird one for me. Shoes too big. I’ll take it though.
The thing about N. America is there are very few racing tracks where folks can take their cars, or even just go and drive the cars there, on a real professional racing track. The proper cambering, the curbs, the speed. It’s all there. And safe, not on the street.
I really really want to do this. All of it. And then just the F1 version.
