krissness

But I did this! Now I drive everywhere, which I guess is maybe not something to be proud of, but I’m glad to have accomplished something that I was so afraid of for so long. I still don’t like doing long drives, especially at night on freeways, but I will get up to it.

...died about three and a half months ago after a devastating illness. I still have guilt and sadness about it. I have been struggling with finding and appropriate memorial urn for the ashes for two reasons. First, I can’t find a nice one. Second, I don’t want to look because it brings back all sorts of painful memories. But I’ve got to do it and I think that ultimately it will help me to feel better if my little angel has an appropriate memorial in the house.

Right now I need to focus on improving my Arabic. Of course, I would love to be able to speak fluently, but I’ve got to start with basics first. Removing because its neither specific nor achievable right now.