Once again, just a little more time and then I can say I’ve conquered this goal. It is another something that I may always be battling and have to give in on sometimes, but for the reason I put it down…I’m getting there.
Kristen's Life List
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1. be happy
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2. stop having to ask if someone is upset with me
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3. move to where it snows
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4. insist on what makes me happy
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5. add pink to my hair
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6. eat a 27 course gourmet meal
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How I did it: All I can say is that I still wonder sometimes. It bothers me that I still think about him. I still dream about him. But not about the person he is right now, but who I thought he was then. However, I hate the person he's been since we've split. Doesn't mean I didn't still love him. How did I move on? No idea. I still wonder and still think and still have moments where I miss what I had, but I have someone new now and I really like him. H… Read how I did it…
How I did it: I'm not sure how I did it. I can't remember now, but I know something just occurred to me one night and bam, I did it. I was calmer. Took me a week or just a few days, I'm not sure exactly. But I just...felt calmer. I wasn't worried. I started taking Zoloft and I felt so much more at ease and happy. Yet, it didn't matter. My boyfriend was still unhappy with me, and we realized that our problems weren't because I was paranoid. It was becau… Read how I did it…
It may take the rest of my life. This will most likely be a constant battle. But for what I meant it to be for, I think I’ve almost reached this goal. I won’t say I’ve done it yet, but only because there’s still a bit of time left. Something else needs to happen before I can say I’ve calmed down where it was needed.

